1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:19,510 foreign 2 00:00:50,389 --> 00:00:36,709 uh 3 00:00:53,830 --> 00:00:52,470 look at this chance it's the best we've 4 00:00:58,150 --> 00:00:53,840 had 5 00:01:06,469 --> 00:01:00,229 the soldiers make mistakes and unless 6 00:01:10,070 --> 00:01:07,910 chewing with your mouth full of 7 00:01:13,990 --> 00:01:10,080 disturbed dreams saying patience can 8 00:01:17,990 --> 00:01:16,149 but too late everyone at the plate threw 9 00:01:21,450 --> 00:01:18,000 in the towel without health disclosure 10 00:01:39,749 --> 00:01:21,460 is no more than a bad day 11 00:01:39,759 --> 00:01:46,390 um 12 00:01:46,400 --> 00:01:54,950 [Music] 13 00:01:59,120 --> 00:01:57,429 please don't leave us 14 00:02:03,510 --> 00:01:59,130 alone 15 00:02:06,930 --> 00:02:03,520 [Music] 16 00:02:11,029 --> 00:02:06,940 this walk is far from home 17 00:02:13,589 --> 00:02:11,039 [Music] 18 00:02:15,320 --> 00:02:13,599 please don't leave us 19 00:02:19,589 --> 00:02:15,330 alone 20 00:02:21,190 --> 00:02:19,599 [Music] 21 00:02:23,120 --> 00:02:21,200 this road 22 00:02:26,790 --> 00:02:23,130 is not done 23 00:02:30,710 --> 00:02:29,030 you can sit back and pretend it's not 24 00:02:34,790 --> 00:02:30,720 there 25 00:02:38,470 --> 00:02:34,800 blind to the evil sharing the same lake 26 00:02:43,190 --> 00:02:40,790 i just want to move when i see something 27 00:02:46,710 --> 00:02:43,200 i need to do 28 00:02:50,790 --> 00:02:46,720 between me and you as you sleep 29 00:02:53,190 --> 00:02:50,800 there's one more of us that weeps 30 00:03:15,750 --> 00:02:53,200 by us i mean a person with so much love 31 00:03:15,760 --> 00:03:18,880 please 32 00:03:18,890 --> 00:03:40,149 [Music] 33 00:03:40,159 --> 00:03:44,890 this road 34 00:04:01,030 --> 00:03:51,750 [Music] 35 00:04:03,860 --> 00:04:02,630 how you doing 36 00:04:05,670 --> 00:04:03,870 hope everybody's good 37 00:04:07,509 --> 00:04:05,680 [Music] 38 00:04:12,470 --> 00:04:07,519 glad to have you on board 39 00:04:14,869 --> 00:04:12,480 um i wrote that song today 40 00:04:17,509 --> 00:04:14,879 um 41 00:04:18,710 --> 00:04:17,519 and it's kind of in regards to like 42 00:04:21,430 --> 00:04:18,720 i don't know if you follow me on twitter 43 00:04:23,350 --> 00:04:21,440 or not but just how cruel we've um 44 00:04:25,189 --> 00:04:23,360 been treating each other 45 00:04:27,510 --> 00:04:25,199 um so when you have a chance to listen 46 00:04:29,909 --> 00:04:27,520 to the lyrics that's what i have to say 47 00:04:31,749 --> 00:04:29,919 um and i hope you can make something of 48 00:04:39,350 --> 00:04:31,759 it 49 00:04:43,110 --> 00:04:41,909 and we have a very special guest today 50 00:04:44,469 --> 00:04:43,120 um 51 00:04:47,030 --> 00:04:44,479 i want to give it a little bit of an 52 00:04:48,390 --> 00:04:47,040 introduction um i've been doing the show 53 00:04:50,870 --> 00:04:48,400 for 54 00:04:53,110 --> 00:04:50,880 maybe half a year 55 00:04:54,830 --> 00:04:53,120 not too long but i've had you know some 56 00:04:56,390 --> 00:04:54,840 pretty great guests 57 00:04:59,189 --> 00:04:56,400 um 58 00:05:02,230 --> 00:04:59,199 uh senator reid luella zando 59 00:05:04,629 --> 00:05:02,240 vinnie disclosure team max um 60 00:05:06,070 --> 00:05:04,639 you know just to name a few i've had a 61 00:05:07,029 --> 00:05:06,080 lot of great guests and i'm very 62 00:05:08,390 --> 00:05:07,039 fortunate 63 00:05:10,070 --> 00:05:08,400 uh for that 64 00:05:12,390 --> 00:05:10,080 um all along the way we've had this 65 00:05:14,070 --> 00:05:12,400 little guy and not just me other other 66 00:05:16,629 --> 00:05:14,080 you know streams too have had a 67 00:05:18,310 --> 00:05:16,639 wonderful gentleman kind of um along 68 00:05:20,070 --> 00:05:18,320 with us for the ride 69 00:05:21,749 --> 00:05:20,080 um his name is benji you guys know him 70 00:05:24,710 --> 00:05:21,759 he's always in the chat 71 00:05:27,430 --> 00:05:24,720 um and he's always uh very positive and 72 00:05:29,189 --> 00:05:27,440 it's it's his uplifting tweets or his 73 00:05:30,469 --> 00:05:29,199 little message saying hey this was a 74 00:05:31,830 --> 00:05:30,479 really good one 75 00:05:34,150 --> 00:05:31,840 um or 76 00:05:35,510 --> 00:05:34,160 that was a great song or whatever and 77 00:05:37,430 --> 00:05:35,520 seeing them in other chats and just 78 00:05:38,469 --> 00:05:37,440 being uh positive 79 00:05:40,710 --> 00:05:38,479 um 80 00:05:43,110 --> 00:05:40,720 you know it's really inspiring to me to 81 00:05:44,950 --> 00:05:43,120 be quite honest with you so 82 00:05:47,189 --> 00:05:44,960 um 83 00:05:49,590 --> 00:05:47,199 you know i won't lie to you 84 00:05:50,790 --> 00:05:49,600 i've asked him to do this a while ago um 85 00:05:54,230 --> 00:05:50,800 but 86 00:05:56,550 --> 00:05:54,240 i just kind of never put it together 87 00:05:59,670 --> 00:05:56,560 but we're here now and i'm very grateful 88 00:06:01,189 --> 00:05:59,680 for that so without further ado i'm 89 00:06:02,710 --> 00:06:01,199 going to bring on this man and i've 90 00:06:06,150 --> 00:06:02,720 never really talked to him so he could 91 00:06:08,309 --> 00:06:06,160 just be a com he could be not who any of 92 00:06:09,749 --> 00:06:08,319 us think he is you know but we're going 93 00:06:11,749 --> 00:06:09,759 to find out because that's going to be 94 00:06:16,070 --> 00:06:11,759 interesting 95 00:06:20,790 --> 00:06:18,710 how are you man i'm great dude thank you 96 00:06:22,790 --> 00:06:20,800 so much for letting me come on here dude 97 00:06:24,309 --> 00:06:22,800 it's an absolute honor um 98 00:06:25,510 --> 00:06:24,319 i'm not letting you do nothing i'm 99 00:06:26,710 --> 00:06:25,520 asking you 100 00:06:31,430 --> 00:06:26,720 dude 101 00:06:33,830 --> 00:06:31,440 i just wanted to say back at you though 102 00:06:35,990 --> 00:06:33,840 cause like you guys inspire me i just 103 00:06:38,309 --> 00:06:36,000 kind of stumbled upon all this stuff 104 00:06:39,909 --> 00:06:38,319 like back in march realized there was a 105 00:06:41,270 --> 00:06:39,919 community of people talking about this 106 00:06:43,189 --> 00:06:41,280 so i was just like 107 00:06:44,790 --> 00:06:43,199 hell yeah let's go man so 108 00:06:46,710 --> 00:06:44,800 i'm happy to be here 109 00:06:48,629 --> 00:06:46,720 oh uh 110 00:06:49,830 --> 00:06:48,639 you know i think a lot of us are kind of 111 00:06:52,950 --> 00:06:49,840 you know 112 00:06:55,510 --> 00:06:52,960 new and stubbled upon this in our own 113 00:06:56,629 --> 00:06:55,520 kind of respective ways i would say 114 00:06:58,469 --> 00:06:56,639 um 115 00:06:59,670 --> 00:06:58,479 you know i've been kind of following 116 00:07:00,390 --> 00:06:59,680 since 117 00:07:03,110 --> 00:07:00,400 my 118 00:07:05,270 --> 00:07:03,120 i've followed a little bit before i had 119 00:07:07,589 --> 00:07:05,280 my um 120 00:07:09,029 --> 00:07:07,599 my encounter interaction or experience 121 00:07:09,909 --> 00:07:09,039 whatever you want to call it 122 00:07:12,150 --> 00:07:09,919 um 123 00:07:13,350 --> 00:07:12,160 but it was like once i had that i was 124 00:07:17,990 --> 00:07:13,360 like okay 125 00:07:20,790 --> 00:07:19,189 you know it's funny that you say that 126 00:07:22,230 --> 00:07:20,800 because that's the reason i gravitated 127 00:07:23,749 --> 00:07:22,240 towards your channel so much to be 128 00:07:26,150 --> 00:07:23,759 honest is because 129 00:07:27,670 --> 00:07:26,160 very very very similar to my experience 130 00:07:29,990 --> 00:07:27,680 i paid attention 131 00:07:31,510 --> 00:07:30,000 i've always believed that there was 132 00:07:33,270 --> 00:07:31,520 something out there and that there had 133 00:07:36,550 --> 00:07:33,280 to be some kind of explanation for all 134 00:07:37,990 --> 00:07:36,560 these weird things people see yeah um 135 00:07:40,790 --> 00:07:38,000 and i've i don't know i kind of always 136 00:07:42,309 --> 00:07:40,800 thought there was some sort of 137 00:07:46,710 --> 00:07:42,319 old 138 00:07:48,309 --> 00:07:46,720 um yeah 139 00:07:50,550 --> 00:07:48,319 and now there's people talking about it 140 00:07:51,430 --> 00:07:50,560 so when i had my experience 141 00:07:54,309 --> 00:07:51,440 same 142 00:07:56,309 --> 00:07:54,319 well 143 00:07:58,070 --> 00:07:56,319 um 144 00:07:59,670 --> 00:07:58,080 should we say hi to everybody since like 145 00:08:03,430 --> 00:07:59,680 we're all kind of friends and we just 146 00:08:05,510 --> 00:08:03,440 see each other in the chat room yeah 147 00:08:07,430 --> 00:08:05,520 lara hello laura by the way i read your 148 00:08:09,909 --> 00:08:07,440 email and i want to make sure i'm in the 149 00:08:11,830 --> 00:08:09,919 right place when i finish it 150 00:08:14,469 --> 00:08:11,840 um so you know your words get the 151 00:08:16,790 --> 00:08:14,479 respect they deserve so just so you know 152 00:08:20,950 --> 00:08:16,800 um want to let you know that uh scott 153 00:08:23,749 --> 00:08:21,990 jos 154 00:08:30,230 --> 00:08:23,759 jones 155 00:08:33,990 --> 00:08:32,630 might oh boy 156 00:08:35,509 --> 00:08:34,000 i'm just kidding 157 00:08:39,110 --> 00:08:35,519 who's that person 158 00:08:41,750 --> 00:08:39,120 oh we got joey what's up spaghetti 159 00:08:43,589 --> 00:08:41,760 usually he's got uh weird eyeballs i'm 160 00:08:45,269 --> 00:08:43,599 just kidding he looks good in those 161 00:08:47,110 --> 00:08:45,279 glasses and his long 162 00:08:49,590 --> 00:08:47,120 lustrous locks 163 00:08:50,470 --> 00:08:49,600 case for infinity what's up what's up 164 00:08:52,310 --> 00:08:50,480 case 165 00:08:55,190 --> 00:08:52,320 who else is in here 166 00:08:56,800 --> 00:08:55,200 i see laura hi laura and laura and not 167 00:08:58,710 --> 00:08:56,810 saying anything nice what is this 168 00:09:00,310 --> 00:08:58,720 [Laughter] 169 00:09:01,430 --> 00:09:00,320 uh 170 00:09:03,350 --> 00:09:01,440 i don't know if you're new to the show 171 00:09:06,389 --> 00:09:03,360 but thanks for joining i really 172 00:09:08,389 --> 00:09:06,399 appreciate you coming um pinser 173 00:09:12,310 --> 00:09:08,399 did i say that right hopefully 174 00:09:15,350 --> 00:09:12,320 unless it's like pinzair you know 175 00:09:16,870 --> 00:09:15,360 uh dutch uap disclosure hey wilfred 176 00:09:18,550 --> 00:09:16,880 what's up 177 00:09:20,470 --> 00:09:18,560 um and 178 00:09:23,110 --> 00:09:20,480 terry what's up 179 00:09:25,350 --> 00:09:23,120 surf psych what's up 180 00:09:26,949 --> 00:09:25,360 um who else we got here who else we got 181 00:09:29,829 --> 00:09:26,959 k42 182 00:09:31,910 --> 00:09:29,839 d awesome i've been seeing you lately 183 00:09:32,870 --> 00:09:31,920 stick around i love it 184 00:09:36,389 --> 00:09:32,880 megan 185 00:09:38,310 --> 00:09:36,399 since the early days moderating i 186 00:09:39,590 --> 00:09:38,320 remember when i made her 187 00:09:42,790 --> 00:09:39,600 um 188 00:09:45,509 --> 00:09:42,800 a moderator like 189 00:09:46,630 --> 00:09:45,519 i've i've maybe had like four shows at 190 00:09:48,870 --> 00:09:46,640 that point 191 00:09:52,310 --> 00:09:48,880 it looks like i don't know yeah you've 192 00:09:53,990 --> 00:09:52,320 been here you seem great moderator 193 00:09:54,710 --> 00:09:54,000 i think i i don't even remember doing 194 00:09:56,470 --> 00:09:54,720 well 195 00:09:58,790 --> 00:09:56,480 i don't even remember when i noticed i 196 00:09:59,750 --> 00:09:58,800 was i had a i had a wrench next to my 197 00:10:01,269 --> 00:09:59,760 name 198 00:10:02,790 --> 00:10:01,279 but thank you for doing that too man i 199 00:10:05,110 --> 00:10:02,800 don't to be honest i don't think that 200 00:10:06,870 --> 00:10:05,120 i'm really deserving to be in any of 201 00:10:08,230 --> 00:10:06,880 these spaces but i just want to have 202 00:10:11,190 --> 00:10:08,240 these conversations with people because 203 00:10:12,470 --> 00:10:11,200 it's so fascinating so just yes 204 00:10:14,470 --> 00:10:12,480 well i don't think 205 00:10:17,509 --> 00:10:14,480 you know deserving is a hard word that's 206 00:10:19,509 --> 00:10:17,519 a you know that's hard to 207 00:10:21,990 --> 00:10:19,519 really decide who deserve who deserves 208 00:10:23,590 --> 00:10:22,000 what right like you're fascinated you're 209 00:10:25,590 --> 00:10:23,600 here um 210 00:10:28,150 --> 00:10:25,600 that's why i'm here 211 00:10:30,069 --> 00:10:28,160 um so you know if it's a lot of people 212 00:10:32,949 --> 00:10:30,079 feel that way because maybe 213 00:10:35,750 --> 00:10:32,959 um they don't feel like they have enough 214 00:10:37,190 --> 00:10:35,760 knowledge you know to talk about it or 215 00:10:40,470 --> 00:10:37,200 whatever right 216 00:10:43,350 --> 00:10:40,480 um and i just think that's 217 00:10:45,509 --> 00:10:43,360 it's not a great way to look at things 218 00:10:48,069 --> 00:10:45,519 you know if you're interested in 219 00:10:49,350 --> 00:10:48,079 you know and you have a heart and soul 220 00:10:55,110 --> 00:10:49,360 you know 221 00:10:57,430 --> 00:10:55,120 mick west is the one who said it like 222 00:10:59,750 --> 00:10:57,440 nobody's an expert 223 00:11:00,870 --> 00:10:59,760 with unidentified flying objects you 224 00:11:03,990 --> 00:11:00,880 know like 225 00:11:07,110 --> 00:11:04,000 no one so i like all the research i do 226 00:11:08,310 --> 00:11:07,120 it could be completely wrong 227 00:11:09,750 --> 00:11:08,320 you know 228 00:11:12,389 --> 00:11:09,760 everybody in the chat and anybody 229 00:11:13,509 --> 00:11:12,399 watching this that's the secret nobody 230 00:11:14,870 --> 00:11:13,519 knows 231 00:11:17,670 --> 00:11:14,880 yeah 232 00:11:19,430 --> 00:11:17,680 um so let me 233 00:11:21,829 --> 00:11:19,440 ask a question do you 234 00:11:23,990 --> 00:11:21,839 do you mind sharing your experience we 235 00:11:27,350 --> 00:11:24,000 don't have to do that if you don't man 236 00:11:29,910 --> 00:11:27,360 certain parts of it yeah absolutely um 237 00:11:35,190 --> 00:11:33,750 i've seen stuff like for a while but 238 00:11:36,630 --> 00:11:35,200 nothing 239 00:11:38,710 --> 00:11:36,640 really 240 00:11:41,030 --> 00:11:38,720 gripped my attention the way this one 241 00:11:42,470 --> 00:11:41,040 did it's uh this was back in march of 242 00:11:43,590 --> 00:11:42,480 this year actually 243 00:11:45,910 --> 00:11:43,600 um 244 00:11:47,750 --> 00:11:45,920 well that video i i 245 00:11:49,430 --> 00:11:47,760 like that uh thing where i had the five 246 00:11:52,310 --> 00:11:49,440 like white orbs in that video i was 247 00:11:54,069 --> 00:11:52,320 playing i took that march of this year 248 00:11:57,190 --> 00:11:54,079 it's interesting 249 00:11:58,710 --> 00:11:57,200 i'm gonna mark that down for later 250 00:12:00,310 --> 00:11:58,720 okay so 251 00:12:03,670 --> 00:12:00,320 i was on 252 00:12:07,269 --> 00:12:05,269 and 253 00:12:09,430 --> 00:12:07,279 i was upstairs so i live in los angeles 254 00:12:11,350 --> 00:12:09,440 if anybody doesn't know um 255 00:12:13,350 --> 00:12:11,360 and we have a balcony upstairs so 256 00:12:15,430 --> 00:12:13,360 usually on my lunch breaks i'll go out i 257 00:12:17,110 --> 00:12:15,440 watch the sky quite a bit i go for walks 258 00:12:18,629 --> 00:12:17,120 just to get out and 259 00:12:19,990 --> 00:12:18,639 whatever kind of nature i can find in 260 00:12:20,790 --> 00:12:20,000 the city anyway 261 00:12:22,150 --> 00:12:20,800 um 262 00:12:24,470 --> 00:12:22,160 but i uh 263 00:12:26,150 --> 00:12:24,480 i was up there and i was i was like 264 00:12:27,670 --> 00:12:26,160 having a smoke break on my lunch and i'm 265 00:12:29,030 --> 00:12:27,680 looking up she's like looking at the 266 00:12:30,150 --> 00:12:29,040 planes and everything and then i see 267 00:12:32,470 --> 00:12:30,160 what i 268 00:12:36,949 --> 00:12:32,480 the best way to describe this 269 00:12:38,790 --> 00:12:36,959 was a flock of metallic birds 270 00:12:40,870 --> 00:12:38,800 it's the only way that i can describe it 271 00:12:42,230 --> 00:12:40,880 and i've seen similar videos from other 272 00:12:43,829 --> 00:12:42,240 people online 273 00:12:44,870 --> 00:12:43,839 since then 274 00:12:46,949 --> 00:12:44,880 and 275 00:12:48,710 --> 00:12:46,959 i i just remember it it had to have been 276 00:12:51,670 --> 00:12:48,720 only about 30 seconds or so and i'm like 277 00:12:53,509 --> 00:12:51,680 looking up i'm like you know like oh wow 278 00:12:54,629 --> 00:12:53,519 those are weird looking birds 279 00:12:56,069 --> 00:12:54,639 those things are all kind of like 280 00:12:57,509 --> 00:12:56,079 silvery up there 281 00:12:59,110 --> 00:12:57,519 and uh 282 00:13:01,750 --> 00:12:59,120 and i you know went back to my business 283 00:13:03,750 --> 00:13:01,760 i went back to my phone or whatever um 284 00:13:06,550 --> 00:13:03,760 and then maybe maybe a minute later i 285 00:13:08,550 --> 00:13:06,560 looked back up and birds don't move or 286 00:13:09,829 --> 00:13:08,560 migrate like that far out of sight you 287 00:13:11,509 --> 00:13:09,839 know what i mean so i looked up i'm like 288 00:13:12,790 --> 00:13:11,519 oh where'd those weird birds go nowhere 289 00:13:15,269 --> 00:13:12,800 to be found you know where'd those weird 290 00:13:17,190 --> 00:13:15,279 birds go right 291 00:13:19,030 --> 00:13:17,200 and it's totally something like 292 00:13:20,870 --> 00:13:19,040 yeah like so it was it was just super 293 00:13:21,670 --> 00:13:20,880 random and um 294 00:13:23,110 --> 00:13:21,680 well 295 00:13:24,629 --> 00:13:23,120 not really but we'll get to that a later 296 00:13:27,110 --> 00:13:24,639 time but um 297 00:13:29,910 --> 00:13:28,629 then i was like well where'd they go 298 00:13:31,670 --> 00:13:29,920 they can't have gone very far and i'm 299 00:13:32,949 --> 00:13:31,680 literally like looking around the 300 00:13:34,949 --> 00:13:32,959 apartment corner and everything trying 301 00:13:36,949 --> 00:13:34,959 to find them and then i cocked my head 302 00:13:39,030 --> 00:13:36,959 90 degrees straight up 303 00:13:41,110 --> 00:13:39,040 and i caught 304 00:13:44,629 --> 00:13:41,120 what looked like 305 00:13:46,829 --> 00:13:44,639 them merging into two 306 00:13:48,710 --> 00:13:46,839 white orbs 307 00:13:49,910 --> 00:13:48,720 um 308 00:13:51,910 --> 00:13:49,920 and you know it's really hard to tell 309 00:13:53,269 --> 00:13:51,920 height from just an eye view on the 310 00:13:54,470 --> 00:13:53,279 ground i couldn't tell altitude or 311 00:13:56,310 --> 00:13:54,480 anything but 312 00:13:58,710 --> 00:13:56,320 if i had to guess i would say they were 313 00:14:00,310 --> 00:13:58,720 probably anywhere from 5 000 to 10 000 314 00:14:02,790 --> 00:14:00,320 feet up 315 00:14:05,269 --> 00:14:02,800 so not like incredibly high but not 316 00:14:07,670 --> 00:14:05,279 super low either 317 00:14:09,430 --> 00:14:07,680 and i just kind of stood there and i 318 00:14:10,629 --> 00:14:09,440 just watched them 319 00:14:12,710 --> 00:14:10,639 they just they didn't do anything they 320 00:14:15,350 --> 00:14:12,720 just stayed there for 321 00:14:18,069 --> 00:14:15,360 well what i thought was 10 minutes 322 00:14:19,829 --> 00:14:18,079 yeah and uh 323 00:14:22,150 --> 00:14:19,839 then i just remember i reached i tried 324 00:14:24,389 --> 00:14:22,160 to reach for my phone at one point 325 00:14:25,750 --> 00:14:24,399 um 326 00:14:28,389 --> 00:14:25,760 and i like couldn't 327 00:14:32,150 --> 00:14:30,389 not that i didn't want to but it was 328 00:14:33,509 --> 00:14:32,160 almost like 329 00:14:34,550 --> 00:14:33,519 a feeling like yeah maybe you don't want 330 00:14:36,790 --> 00:14:34,560 to do that 331 00:14:39,189 --> 00:14:36,800 is the best way to describe it 332 00:14:41,189 --> 00:14:39,199 so i didn't i kind of just stood there 333 00:14:43,269 --> 00:14:41,199 um and then i just watched them kind of 334 00:14:45,030 --> 00:14:43,279 drift off 335 00:14:46,230 --> 00:14:45,040 uh and then they just 336 00:14:48,150 --> 00:14:46,240 i don't even know i can just do it with 337 00:14:50,629 --> 00:14:48,160 my hands they just went 338 00:14:52,949 --> 00:14:50,639 and we're gone completely 339 00:14:56,629 --> 00:14:54,790 and then i went back inside 340 00:14:58,470 --> 00:14:56,639 uh i was like freaking out i told my 341 00:15:00,949 --> 00:14:58,480 girlfriend who was uh she was working at 342 00:15:02,870 --> 00:15:00,959 home at the time as as as was i at the 343 00:15:05,110 --> 00:15:02,880 time too now that i'm thinking about it 344 00:15:06,870 --> 00:15:05,120 and uh 345 00:15:08,890 --> 00:15:06,880 she was like you've been gone for like 346 00:15:10,470 --> 00:15:08,900 40 minutes where'd you go 347 00:15:12,389 --> 00:15:10,480 [Laughter] 348 00:15:14,069 --> 00:15:12,399 i looked at my clock i'm like oh i gotta 349 00:15:15,750 --> 00:15:14,079 clock back into work 350 00:15:16,870 --> 00:15:15,760 and yeah uh 351 00:15:19,750 --> 00:15:16,880 well 352 00:15:22,069 --> 00:15:21,269 here we are 353 00:15:26,550 --> 00:15:22,079 yeah 354 00:15:28,790 --> 00:15:26,560 super familiar with the 355 00:15:30,790 --> 00:15:28,800 you've been gone for such at such time 356 00:15:33,350 --> 00:15:30,800 where did you go like um 357 00:15:34,310 --> 00:15:33,360 after you know my first uh experience or 358 00:15:35,189 --> 00:15:34,320 whatever 359 00:15:37,990 --> 00:15:35,199 um 360 00:15:40,150 --> 00:15:38,000 i was looking up at this guy a lot more 361 00:15:41,189 --> 00:15:40,160 and staying outside a lot more and i 362 00:15:43,189 --> 00:15:41,199 would see 363 00:15:44,470 --> 00:15:43,199 all sorts of stuff but 364 00:15:47,030 --> 00:15:44,480 you know it 365 00:15:50,230 --> 00:15:47,040 nothing it will ever 366 00:15:51,030 --> 00:15:50,240 um or has ever topped that first one you 367 00:15:53,430 --> 00:15:51,040 know 368 00:15:55,910 --> 00:15:53,440 yeah and like i've seen other things but 369 00:15:57,350 --> 00:15:55,920 um i've had some other weird experiences 370 00:15:58,790 --> 00:15:57,360 that i can't explain like like out of 371 00:15:59,990 --> 00:15:58,800 body stuff 372 00:16:01,350 --> 00:16:00,000 um 373 00:16:03,509 --> 00:16:01,360 but 374 00:16:06,230 --> 00:16:03,519 man that was super that was super 375 00:16:07,829 --> 00:16:06,240 gripping um it definitely 376 00:16:09,189 --> 00:16:07,839 had to be cliche but it was a paradigm 377 00:16:10,230 --> 00:16:09,199 shift for sure 378 00:16:12,629 --> 00:16:10,240 sure 379 00:16:14,629 --> 00:16:12,639 uh i can't put it down 380 00:16:16,310 --> 00:16:14,639 ever since then it's just 381 00:16:17,749 --> 00:16:16,320 and like i said i was always a believer 382 00:16:19,430 --> 00:16:17,759 like i've i've known about the tom de 383 00:16:21,189 --> 00:16:19,440 long stuff since 384 00:16:23,350 --> 00:16:21,199 i mean i don't know if you can see that 385 00:16:25,670 --> 00:16:23,360 but i got a blink 182 tattoo like i was 386 00:16:27,670 --> 00:16:25,680 obsessed when i was a kid so i knew 387 00:16:30,470 --> 00:16:27,680 everything that he was into back then i 388 00:16:32,629 --> 00:16:30,480 knew about grier i knew about uh was one 389 00:16:34,150 --> 00:16:32,639 of the lear brothers that he was friends 390 00:16:35,670 --> 00:16:34,160 with also 391 00:16:37,269 --> 00:16:35,680 um 392 00:16:38,710 --> 00:16:37,279 and i believed it but it wasn't it was 393 00:16:39,749 --> 00:16:38,720 just completely on the back burner you 394 00:16:40,870 --> 00:16:39,759 know you go through your life or 395 00:16:42,389 --> 00:16:40,880 whatever and 396 00:16:44,470 --> 00:16:42,399 you don't really pay any attention but 397 00:16:45,590 --> 00:16:44,480 then this year happened 398 00:16:47,910 --> 00:16:45,600 well 399 00:16:50,949 --> 00:16:47,920 so that's yeah that's 400 00:16:54,230 --> 00:16:50,959 see i never really you know it's weird 401 00:16:56,389 --> 00:16:54,240 like um i never really 402 00:16:57,990 --> 00:16:56,399 like growing up in everything anytime i 403 00:17:00,470 --> 00:16:58,000 would think about it 404 00:17:02,150 --> 00:17:00,480 there wasn't like a negative feeling 405 00:17:04,870 --> 00:17:02,160 towards it to where 406 00:17:07,829 --> 00:17:04,880 i thought it was a joke or it wasn't 407 00:17:10,309 --> 00:17:07,839 real it was just like huh that is 408 00:17:11,829 --> 00:17:10,319 interesting i wouldn't put it past you 409 00:17:12,630 --> 00:17:11,839 know i wouldn't put it past anything 410 00:17:14,870 --> 00:17:12,640 right 411 00:17:17,189 --> 00:17:14,880 but that was it but ghosts for whatever 412 00:17:19,750 --> 00:17:17,199 reason i was like ah that's [\h__\h] 413 00:17:21,829 --> 00:17:19,760 but you know it's same which i don't 414 00:17:23,990 --> 00:17:21,839 yeah which i don't 415 00:17:26,150 --> 00:17:24,000 know necessarily that that's the case 416 00:17:27,669 --> 00:17:26,160 anymore but um 417 00:17:30,950 --> 00:17:27,679 still though i mean 418 00:17:33,430 --> 00:17:30,960 i yeah i don't know but it's interesting 419 00:17:36,150 --> 00:17:33,440 for sure if you had like paranormal 420 00:17:37,590 --> 00:17:36,160 stuff happen to you know like following 421 00:17:39,990 --> 00:17:37,600 that yeah 422 00:17:41,830 --> 00:17:40,000 yeah um 423 00:17:44,230 --> 00:17:41,840 yeah 424 00:17:45,510 --> 00:17:44,240 crazy um 425 00:17:48,230 --> 00:17:45,520 for lack of a better term yeah 426 00:17:50,549 --> 00:17:48,240 absolutely um i 427 00:17:52,549 --> 00:17:50,559 can't 428 00:17:54,870 --> 00:17:52,559 i've come to two conclusions either 429 00:17:56,710 --> 00:17:54,880 there's thousands upon millions of 430 00:18:00,230 --> 00:17:56,720 people having the same type of 431 00:18:01,750 --> 00:18:00,240 undiagnosed mental issue including me 432 00:18:03,350 --> 00:18:01,760 more there's 433 00:18:05,110 --> 00:18:03,360 other stuff at work 434 00:18:07,430 --> 00:18:05,120 yeah i don't think that's the case 435 00:18:09,270 --> 00:18:07,440 brother you know so 436 00:18:10,950 --> 00:18:09,280 it's very strange 437 00:18:13,830 --> 00:18:10,960 kind of hard to explain 438 00:18:18,789 --> 00:18:16,150 it's funny i was listening i think to 439 00:18:21,110 --> 00:18:18,799 you and max and vinnie 440 00:18:22,549 --> 00:18:21,120 on one of the early shows with three of 441 00:18:23,909 --> 00:18:22,559 you guys 442 00:18:26,390 --> 00:18:23,919 and 443 00:18:28,630 --> 00:18:26,400 you were talking about your experience 444 00:18:30,870 --> 00:18:28,640 and the fact that it had so much to do 445 00:18:32,710 --> 00:18:30,880 with you and your dad 446 00:18:34,150 --> 00:18:32,720 blew my mind i think i was doing dishes 447 00:18:35,590 --> 00:18:34,160 and i remember i stopped dead in my 448 00:18:37,750 --> 00:18:35,600 tracks because i was like wow that 449 00:18:39,909 --> 00:18:37,760 sounds eerily familiar 450 00:18:41,909 --> 00:18:39,919 wow um and yeah 451 00:18:43,750 --> 00:18:41,919 my my dad passed away a couple years ago 452 00:18:45,830 --> 00:18:43,760 and uh but 453 00:18:47,350 --> 00:18:45,840 after that you know it's part of life 454 00:18:48,549 --> 00:18:47,360 man i don't think it's the end though 455 00:18:51,029 --> 00:18:48,559 from what i yeah what happened 456 00:18:52,470 --> 00:18:51,039 afterwards um yeah 457 00:18:58,470 --> 00:18:52,480 there's 458 00:19:00,390 --> 00:18:58,480 dreams and all of this 459 00:19:02,390 --> 00:19:00,400 um 460 00:19:04,070 --> 00:19:02,400 because 461 00:19:05,909 --> 00:19:04,080 i think i mentioned this in a chat the 462 00:19:09,029 --> 00:19:05,919 other day to you but chris chris oh 463 00:19:11,110 --> 00:19:09,039 sorry just so you know avril's a doctor 464 00:19:13,430 --> 00:19:11,120 i'm not making that up so 465 00:19:15,909 --> 00:19:13,440 yeah you know that means something 466 00:19:18,070 --> 00:19:15,919 you know that's i i the more people i 467 00:19:19,590 --> 00:19:18,080 talk to the more i realize that and i 468 00:19:21,830 --> 00:19:19,600 think that's that's the trippy part 469 00:19:26,310 --> 00:19:21,840 though you know that's the part that 470 00:19:28,230 --> 00:19:27,270 right 471 00:19:31,430 --> 00:19:28,240 but um 472 00:19:33,750 --> 00:19:31,440 no my dad actually 473 00:19:35,990 --> 00:19:33,760 i'm convinced he came in a dream man 474 00:19:39,190 --> 00:19:36,000 um 475 00:19:42,630 --> 00:19:39,200 it was after i got a particular crystal 476 00:19:43,909 --> 00:19:42,640 also which is another part to that story 477 00:19:46,470 --> 00:19:43,919 and i don't know how to explain that 478 00:19:48,710 --> 00:19:46,480 stuff either but the same night 479 00:19:51,430 --> 00:19:48,720 um i'll tell you anyway i woke up from a 480 00:19:53,510 --> 00:19:51,440 dead sleep crying because i like 481 00:19:55,270 --> 00:19:53,520 literally hugged my father 482 00:19:57,350 --> 00:19:55,280 when i remember him 483 00:19:58,789 --> 00:19:57,360 there's a particular image of him of 484 00:20:00,950 --> 00:19:58,799 like how he looks 485 00:20:02,630 --> 00:20:00,960 yeah he did not he was not in that same 486 00:20:03,510 --> 00:20:02,640 outfit in my dream he was a complete 487 00:20:04,870 --> 00:20:03,520 white 488 00:20:07,270 --> 00:20:04,880 and that's 489 00:20:09,590 --> 00:20:07,280 weird and i remember hugging him 490 00:20:13,350 --> 00:20:11,190 and i woke up crying like actually 491 00:20:15,430 --> 00:20:13,360 crying out of my sleep 492 00:20:17,350 --> 00:20:15,440 woke my girlfriend up 493 00:20:18,149 --> 00:20:17,360 and uh 494 00:20:21,669 --> 00:20:18,159 yeah 495 00:20:23,750 --> 00:20:21,679 a couple hours later she woke up crying 496 00:20:27,510 --> 00:20:23,760 because her grandmother 497 00:20:30,549 --> 00:20:28,950 and this was a couple days after i 498 00:20:31,590 --> 00:20:30,559 started keeping this particular crystal 499 00:20:32,549 --> 00:20:31,600 in my room 500 00:20:34,390 --> 00:20:32,559 and again 501 00:20:37,029 --> 00:20:34,400 i'm not sitting here advocating for any 502 00:20:37,830 --> 00:20:37,039 of the new age 503 00:20:39,830 --> 00:20:37,840 stuff 504 00:20:41,350 --> 00:20:39,840 if you want to call it that but yeah 505 00:20:42,230 --> 00:20:41,360 it's there's something to it man i don't 506 00:20:43,029 --> 00:20:42,240 know 507 00:20:44,950 --> 00:20:43,039 yeah 508 00:20:47,430 --> 00:20:44,960 um 509 00:20:50,310 --> 00:20:47,440 i don't know if you've talked to a 510 00:20:51,990 --> 00:20:50,320 quantum witch at all yeah um but yeah 511 00:20:54,070 --> 00:20:52,000 she knows a lot about the 512 00:20:55,350 --> 00:20:54,080 the crystals awesome 513 00:20:56,549 --> 00:20:55,360 yeah 514 00:20:58,230 --> 00:20:56,559 um 515 00:21:05,029 --> 00:20:58,240 now after you tell me this story i want 516 00:21:08,630 --> 00:21:06,950 i mean i'll try it but uh you know i 517 00:21:10,470 --> 00:21:08,640 don't think about it you know 518 00:21:12,549 --> 00:21:10,480 wrong and that's like maybe 519 00:21:14,390 --> 00:21:12,559 you know the biggest like actual thing 520 00:21:15,590 --> 00:21:14,400 that i've noticed with it is when i'm 521 00:21:16,950 --> 00:21:15,600 meditating 522 00:21:18,470 --> 00:21:16,960 i have i've been off my game for a 523 00:21:19,990 --> 00:21:18,480 couple months now though just life you 524 00:21:21,750 --> 00:21:20,000 know but 525 00:21:22,950 --> 00:21:21,760 meditating with and without crystals 526 00:21:25,909 --> 00:21:22,960 i've noticed 527 00:21:28,789 --> 00:21:25,919 makes a difference if you're trying to 528 00:21:31,029 --> 00:21:28,799 connect with anything you know yeah 529 00:21:32,950 --> 00:21:31,039 interesting it probably has to be a a 530 00:21:34,149 --> 00:21:32,960 certain kind or or whatever i would 531 00:21:35,909 --> 00:21:34,159 imagine 532 00:21:36,870 --> 00:21:35,919 i don't know dude yes i don't know i 533 00:21:37,909 --> 00:21:36,880 just got it 534 00:21:40,470 --> 00:21:37,919 it works 535 00:21:42,310 --> 00:21:40,480 well here i didn't ask for it it just 536 00:21:45,669 --> 00:21:42,320 like all this stuff just started finding 537 00:21:46,789 --> 00:21:45,679 me is the best way to put it so right i 538 00:21:49,110 --> 00:21:46,799 don't know 539 00:21:51,029 --> 00:21:49,120 yeah isn't that interesting it's like 540 00:21:52,230 --> 00:21:51,039 yeah yeah like your first experience 541 00:21:54,950 --> 00:21:52,240 it's not like you're sitting there like 542 00:21:56,470 --> 00:21:54,960 come on why don't you you know yeah it 543 00:21:58,149 --> 00:21:56,480 seems like there was a little that 544 00:21:59,830 --> 00:21:58,159 actually don't 545 00:22:01,909 --> 00:21:59,840 there was a little bit of that for me 546 00:22:04,230 --> 00:22:01,919 personally and nothing happened it was 547 00:22:06,630 --> 00:22:04,240 always when i was like off guard 548 00:22:09,830 --> 00:22:06,640 you know it was always 549 00:22:11,430 --> 00:22:09,840 it seems like it's moments 550 00:22:13,270 --> 00:22:11,440 when you're not looking 551 00:22:14,549 --> 00:22:13,280 it looks at it looks back i guess i 552 00:22:17,669 --> 00:22:14,559 don't know i don't know how to put it 553 00:22:19,430 --> 00:22:17,679 but yeah yeah right i've heard 554 00:22:21,029 --> 00:22:19,440 i don't know i forget who said this but 555 00:22:24,630 --> 00:22:21,039 once um 556 00:22:30,710 --> 00:22:26,870 known like it it finds you or something 557 00:22:32,870 --> 00:22:30,720 or the phenomenon finds you or whatever 558 00:22:36,549 --> 00:22:32,880 to quote roughly or i guess loosely 559 00:22:38,230 --> 00:22:36,559 would be the word to quote george knapp 560 00:22:41,990 --> 00:22:38,240 if you look into the phenomena it tends 561 00:22:45,090 --> 00:22:42,000 to look back yes beautiful yeah george 562 00:22:47,669 --> 00:22:45,100 nib oh yeah man 563 00:22:49,669 --> 00:22:47,679 [Laughter] 564 00:22:50,950 --> 00:22:49,679 um 565 00:22:52,549 --> 00:22:50,960 so 566 00:22:55,270 --> 00:22:52,559 you know you've had your experience and 567 00:22:57,430 --> 00:22:55,280 everything it was paradigm shifting 568 00:22:59,909 --> 00:22:57,440 i feel like a lot of people have have 569 00:23:01,990 --> 00:22:59,919 had those um 570 00:23:03,510 --> 00:23:02,000 like within the last year or year and a 571 00:23:05,110 --> 00:23:03,520 half or so 572 00:23:07,669 --> 00:23:05,120 for whatever reason 573 00:23:08,870 --> 00:23:07,679 maybe coveted or something like that 574 00:23:14,470 --> 00:23:08,880 maybe 575 00:23:15,590 --> 00:23:14,480 getting more introspective or something 576 00:23:16,390 --> 00:23:15,600 with such a 577 00:23:18,470 --> 00:23:16,400 you know 578 00:23:20,789 --> 00:23:18,480 because the interesting thing is 579 00:23:23,350 --> 00:23:20,799 uh you know i've heard this before like 580 00:23:25,350 --> 00:23:23,360 the sightings follow trauma and 581 00:23:28,230 --> 00:23:25,360 covid kind of 582 00:23:31,430 --> 00:23:28,240 um inflicted at least some amount of 583 00:23:33,990 --> 00:23:31,440 drama on just about everybody 584 00:23:36,789 --> 00:23:34,000 let's do a little test in the chat 585 00:23:40,630 --> 00:23:36,799 put a hand up if you got a hand emoji 586 00:23:42,390 --> 00:23:40,640 if in 2020 you learned more about what 587 00:23:44,390 --> 00:23:42,400 it means to be human with all the 588 00:23:45,669 --> 00:23:44,400 negativity around you 589 00:23:47,510 --> 00:23:45,679 i just want to see how many hands we can 590 00:23:50,789 --> 00:23:47,520 get for that 591 00:23:53,190 --> 00:23:50,799 and emoji eyewitness is in 592 00:23:54,789 --> 00:23:53,200 it's hard to it's hard to get people to 593 00:23:59,190 --> 00:23:54,799 to do things like that 594 00:24:04,310 --> 00:24:01,990 that's my point does it is it is it that 595 00:24:07,350 --> 00:24:04,320 people are looking at the sky more 596 00:24:10,149 --> 00:24:07,360 because we're boards we're stuck inside 597 00:24:11,269 --> 00:24:10,159 or is it maybe 598 00:24:12,950 --> 00:24:11,279 there's something more than that that 599 00:24:17,029 --> 00:24:12,960 has to do with the heightened state of 600 00:24:21,909 --> 00:24:19,750 yeah i think i think you i think you 601 00:24:24,630 --> 00:24:21,919 might be on to something 602 00:24:25,990 --> 00:24:24,640 that's for sure i mean 603 00:24:28,630 --> 00:24:26,000 because it like 604 00:24:32,470 --> 00:24:28,640 you know some it's worse for others but 605 00:24:34,470 --> 00:24:32,480 so used to that like the everyday 606 00:24:37,029 --> 00:24:34,480 routine that's almost for a lot of 607 00:24:40,070 --> 00:24:37,039 people just kind of forced upon them to 608 00:24:42,230 --> 00:24:40,080 function and live within society because 609 00:24:44,390 --> 00:24:42,240 money here is more important than water 610 00:24:46,149 --> 00:24:44,400 you know and the other weird correlation 611 00:24:47,990 --> 00:24:46,159 with that is how long has that system 612 00:24:50,470 --> 00:24:48,000 really started have been in place 613 00:24:52,710 --> 00:24:50,480 somewhat about what 80 years gave to 614 00:24:54,470 --> 00:24:52,720 yeah here yeah for sure 615 00:24:58,310 --> 00:24:54,480 coincidence uh 616 00:25:05,510 --> 00:24:58,320 yeah that's that's it well before that 617 00:25:05,520 --> 00:25:09,669 convincing 618 00:25:13,909 --> 00:25:12,390 but um yeah so 619 00:25:16,470 --> 00:25:13,919 very much so but you know when you're 620 00:25:18,630 --> 00:25:16,480 jolted out of that uh process 621 00:25:22,070 --> 00:25:18,640 um 622 00:25:24,149 --> 00:25:22,080 that that's a big deal to a lot of 623 00:25:27,430 --> 00:25:24,159 people you know a lot of people rely on 624 00:25:28,710 --> 00:25:27,440 that sort of routine you know 625 00:25:30,549 --> 00:25:28,720 and all of a sudden it's like you got to 626 00:25:32,630 --> 00:25:30,559 stay at home and 627 00:25:35,190 --> 00:25:32,640 you know some people are alone you know 628 00:25:37,510 --> 00:25:35,200 can you like they had to be alone by by 629 00:25:39,510 --> 00:25:37,520 themselves yeah yeah man and it's 630 00:25:42,070 --> 00:25:39,520 groundhog would be easy 631 00:25:44,630 --> 00:25:42,080 yeah crowd dogs awesome movie by the way 632 00:25:46,630 --> 00:25:44,640 yes um 633 00:25:49,430 --> 00:25:46,640 or other people have to actually talk to 634 00:25:51,909 --> 00:25:49,440 their wife or husband and kids and 635 00:25:53,909 --> 00:25:51,919 actually get to know them after maybe 636 00:25:55,909 --> 00:25:53,919 being kind of um 637 00:25:58,230 --> 00:25:55,919 you know distant for 15 years or 638 00:25:59,909 --> 00:25:58,240 something right you know 639 00:26:02,470 --> 00:25:59,919 so 640 00:26:03,590 --> 00:26:02,480 there's a lot of unheard stories that's 641 00:26:04,470 --> 00:26:03,600 for sure 642 00:26:07,350 --> 00:26:04,480 um 643 00:26:09,269 --> 00:26:07,360 if anybody in here has ever experienced 644 00:26:12,310 --> 00:26:09,279 what people refle i'll name grant 645 00:26:13,430 --> 00:26:12,320 cameron um he refers to 646 00:26:15,590 --> 00:26:13,440 these 647 00:26:17,669 --> 00:26:15,600 downloads i guess is what he refers i 648 00:26:20,230 --> 00:26:17,679 think it's the word he uses 649 00:26:27,029 --> 00:26:23,029 the one that i guess i had and the one 650 00:26:30,149 --> 00:26:28,789 open heart chakras 651 00:26:31,350 --> 00:26:30,159 um 652 00:26:33,510 --> 00:26:31,360 so 653 00:26:35,750 --> 00:26:33,520 for lack of a long explanation with that 654 00:26:38,230 --> 00:26:35,760 just love people more and i think 655 00:26:41,430 --> 00:26:38,240 we were forced as i mean a whole entire 656 00:26:43,430 --> 00:26:41,440 planet pretty much last year to 657 00:26:45,110 --> 00:26:43,440 get more in touch with 658 00:26:46,789 --> 00:26:45,120 the people we care about because we 659 00:26:47,830 --> 00:26:46,799 don't know if they're going to be around 660 00:26:49,190 --> 00:26:47,840 always 661 00:26:51,430 --> 00:26:49,200 so maybe that has something to do with 662 00:26:54,390 --> 00:26:51,440 it too yeah yeah you know there's 663 00:26:57,909 --> 00:26:55,350 you know 664 00:26:59,190 --> 00:26:57,919 sometimes like i hear things or i'll say 665 00:27:01,269 --> 00:26:59,200 things and i'm like that kind of makes 666 00:27:02,390 --> 00:27:01,279 sense but then i always come back to 667 00:27:04,310 --> 00:27:02,400 like 668 00:27:06,390 --> 00:27:04,320 that could not have anything to do with 669 00:27:08,470 --> 00:27:06,400 it at all 670 00:27:11,190 --> 00:27:08,480 you gotta question it you know it's like 671 00:27:13,190 --> 00:27:11,200 there's there's so many like 672 00:27:15,669 --> 00:27:13,200 synchronicities involved with all of 673 00:27:17,430 --> 00:27:15,679 this stuff so yeah definitely keep your 674 00:27:19,350 --> 00:27:17,440 whips about you you know 675 00:27:22,549 --> 00:27:19,360 yeah and if it's not like a mental 676 00:27:24,950 --> 00:27:22,559 condition right like well which 677 00:27:26,310 --> 00:27:24,960 is pretty clear that it 678 00:27:27,430 --> 00:27:26,320 that it isn't 679 00:27:28,710 --> 00:27:27,440 um 680 00:27:31,909 --> 00:27:28,720 that must 681 00:27:34,789 --> 00:27:31,919 there must be a gateway to connect with 682 00:27:37,510 --> 00:27:34,799 a different dimension or a different um 683 00:27:38,630 --> 00:27:37,520 uh soul being so to speak or just a 684 00:27:43,029 --> 00:27:38,640 different 685 00:27:44,950 --> 00:27:43,039 um world of life that exists that is 686 00:27:47,350 --> 00:27:44,960 with out of our 687 00:27:50,710 --> 00:27:47,360 visual spectrum and our five senses you 688 00:27:54,549 --> 00:27:52,389 it kind of almost seems obvious when you 689 00:27:56,230 --> 00:27:54,559 think about it enough like we can only 690 00:27:57,190 --> 00:27:56,240 see so much we can only hear something 691 00:27:59,350 --> 00:27:57,200 yeah man 692 00:28:01,430 --> 00:27:59,360 you know dogs and other animals that can 693 00:28:03,590 --> 00:28:01,440 see and hear way better than you can you 694 00:28:06,549 --> 00:28:03,600 know like i know a lot about audio we 695 00:28:07,830 --> 00:28:06,559 can only hear from 20 hertz to 20 000 696 00:28:09,110 --> 00:28:07,840 hertz that's it 697 00:28:10,710 --> 00:28:09,120 yeah but we we know there's other 698 00:28:12,070 --> 00:28:10,720 frequencies because you go to a concert 699 00:28:14,230 --> 00:28:12,080 you feel the floor shake you don't hear 700 00:28:16,149 --> 00:28:14,240 it but you feel it 701 00:28:18,710 --> 00:28:16,159 for sure there's lots of other things 702 00:28:21,110 --> 00:28:18,720 out there and what does that do 703 00:28:23,350 --> 00:28:21,120 to a person's soul or consciousness on 704 00:28:25,430 --> 00:28:23,360 top of that you know 705 00:28:27,510 --> 00:28:25,440 even the sounds all the sounds that we 706 00:28:28,830 --> 00:28:27,520 can hear that the things may make that 707 00:28:31,029 --> 00:28:28,840 we can't even 708 00:28:32,630 --> 00:28:31,039 see i got a question i got a question 709 00:28:35,750 --> 00:28:32,640 for you sean actually 710 00:28:38,070 --> 00:28:35,760 yeah go ahead why is it that so many of 711 00:28:40,630 --> 00:28:38,080 us musicians 712 00:28:41,909 --> 00:28:40,640 have a connection to this 713 00:28:43,590 --> 00:28:41,919 um i 714 00:28:45,510 --> 00:28:43,600 you know that's a that's a good question 715 00:28:47,269 --> 00:28:45,520 grant cameron actually like wrote a book 716 00:28:49,669 --> 00:28:47,279 on that basically about all the 717 00:28:51,750 --> 00:28:49,679 different uh like artists and songs that 718 00:28:54,870 --> 00:28:51,760 became popular that were apparent 719 00:28:55,750 --> 00:28:54,880 downloads or whatever cashmere um 720 00:28:58,230 --> 00:28:55,760 yeah 721 00:29:00,389 --> 00:28:58,240 um i think 722 00:29:02,310 --> 00:29:00,399 see for me it's like it's listening to 723 00:29:04,470 --> 00:29:02,320 music on the headphones which is a 724 00:29:05,269 --> 00:29:04,480 meditation for me that's connected to my 725 00:29:07,510 --> 00:29:05,279 soul 726 00:29:15,190 --> 00:29:07,520 and i'm opening up when i'm doing that 727 00:29:19,510 --> 00:29:17,990 nope sean we lost you 728 00:29:22,389 --> 00:29:19,520 you know 729 00:29:29,029 --> 00:29:24,710 oh you lost me huh yep you're back now 730 00:29:33,510 --> 00:29:31,029 yeah so maybe it's just like that uh 731 00:29:36,630 --> 00:29:33,520 that meditation um through the creation 732 00:29:37,750 --> 00:29:36,640 process and making music 733 00:29:39,669 --> 00:29:37,760 and 734 00:29:42,230 --> 00:29:39,679 you know it's kind of like therapy for 735 00:29:44,630 --> 00:29:42,240 me you know when i'm written 736 00:29:47,510 --> 00:29:44,640 songs and stuff like i'm putting 737 00:29:48,310 --> 00:29:47,520 my heart into it not everybody does that 738 00:29:50,549 --> 00:29:48,320 but 739 00:29:54,870 --> 00:29:50,559 that's how i do it until i can feel it 740 00:29:55,830 --> 00:29:54,880 you know and that's maybe how i maybe 741 00:29:57,669 --> 00:29:55,840 i've been 742 00:29:59,669 --> 00:29:57,679 reaching out and connecting to things 743 00:30:01,909 --> 00:29:59,679 that i don't even i didn't even realize 744 00:30:03,909 --> 00:30:01,919 this whole time you know 745 00:30:04,789 --> 00:30:03,919 could quite possibly be the case you 746 00:30:08,549 --> 00:30:04,799 know 747 00:30:10,149 --> 00:30:08,559 it's just um 748 00:30:11,669 --> 00:30:10,159 i think a lot of people out there fear 749 00:30:13,350 --> 00:30:11,679 what they don't understand i think we 750 00:30:15,190 --> 00:30:13,360 should flip that on its end and try to 751 00:30:17,190 --> 00:30:15,200 just understand it because then it won't 752 00:30:18,549 --> 00:30:17,200 be something we don't understand anymore 753 00:30:19,350 --> 00:30:18,559 point blank 754 00:30:22,630 --> 00:30:19,360 yeah 755 00:30:25,190 --> 00:30:22,640 i don't know and uap secrecy 756 00:30:26,789 --> 00:30:25,200 yeah yeah for sure 757 00:30:29,350 --> 00:30:26,799 but like 758 00:30:31,510 --> 00:30:29,360 the disclosure process is so 759 00:30:34,870 --> 00:30:31,520 complex these days 760 00:30:36,470 --> 00:30:34,880 especially with how 761 00:30:38,070 --> 00:30:36,480 you know it's really putting 762 00:30:39,669 --> 00:30:38,080 you know a lot of things aren't unique 763 00:30:41,190 --> 00:30:39,679 to just the ufo community but that's 764 00:30:43,590 --> 00:30:41,200 where we live right so this is what we 765 00:30:45,029 --> 00:30:43,600 look at and 766 00:30:47,350 --> 00:30:45,039 like 767 00:30:50,389 --> 00:30:47,360 and i'm not perfect i'm learning how to 768 00:30:52,310 --> 00:30:50,399 live within this community but something 769 00:30:55,410 --> 00:30:52,320 i've been realizing and have come to 770 00:30:57,269 --> 00:30:55,420 agreement with with myself is 771 00:30:58,630 --> 00:30:57,279 [Music] 772 00:31:12,710 --> 00:30:58,640 i 773 00:31:15,669 --> 00:31:12,720 people who are 774 00:31:17,669 --> 00:31:15,679 experiencers or lou elizondo or george 775 00:31:17,930 --> 00:31:17,679 knapp 776 00:31:19,669 --> 00:31:17,940 um 777 00:31:23,190 --> 00:31:19,679 [Music] 778 00:31:26,149 --> 00:31:23,200 you know john ramirez or even um 779 00:31:30,630 --> 00:31:26,159 i don't know how to say her name anaj 780 00:31:30,640 --> 00:31:33,430 i'm not sure 781 00:31:36,950 --> 00:31:34,950 um 782 00:31:39,830 --> 00:31:36,960 you're not talking about anjali are you 783 00:31:41,830 --> 00:31:39,840 and jolly yes oh yeah yeah okay okay 784 00:31:44,950 --> 00:31:41,840 it's it's a new name for me 785 00:31:47,909 --> 00:31:44,960 yeah uh and even her like um and what 786 00:31:49,830 --> 00:31:47,919 really really um wrecked me a little 787 00:31:52,630 --> 00:31:49,840 this morning and when i say wrecked me i 788 00:31:55,029 --> 00:31:52,640 don't mean like i'm crying and i can't 789 00:31:56,549 --> 00:31:55,039 move forward it's just like it's 790 00:31:58,789 --> 00:31:56,559 moved me 791 00:32:02,070 --> 00:31:58,799 in in a good way you know 792 00:32:04,870 --> 00:32:02,080 um she did a interview 793 00:32:06,310 --> 00:32:04,880 for like four hours with 794 00:32:08,870 --> 00:32:06,320 um 795 00:32:11,830 --> 00:32:08,880 truth seekers or something 796 00:32:14,710 --> 00:32:11,840 um and i'm not here to talk crap 797 00:32:16,470 --> 00:32:14,720 but um the way she was treated on that 798 00:32:19,029 --> 00:32:16,480 show 799 00:32:21,110 --> 00:32:19,039 is just 800 00:32:24,389 --> 00:32:21,120 absolutely 801 00:32:26,710 --> 00:32:25,590 she was 802 00:32:30,870 --> 00:32:26,720 like 803 00:32:34,870 --> 00:32:30,880 crazy 804 00:32:36,789 --> 00:32:34,880 um every question was um um 805 00:32:39,509 --> 00:32:36,799 you know a trying a got you type of 806 00:32:41,990 --> 00:32:39,519 question and she was really trying hard 807 00:32:43,590 --> 00:32:42,000 to be professional and still work with 808 00:32:44,710 --> 00:32:43,600 that you know 809 00:32:46,389 --> 00:32:44,720 and 810 00:32:47,590 --> 00:32:46,399 um 811 00:32:49,750 --> 00:32:47,600 i just couldn't believe what i was 812 00:32:51,110 --> 00:32:49,760 seeing it it reminded me of like a 813 00:32:54,470 --> 00:32:51,120 crucifixion 814 00:32:57,430 --> 00:32:56,470 it was just it was disturbing like 815 00:32:58,470 --> 00:32:57,440 people 816 00:33:00,710 --> 00:32:58,480 um 817 00:33:02,470 --> 00:33:00,720 you know circling around somebody and 818 00:33:05,110 --> 00:33:02,480 just like laughing and spitting and 819 00:33:06,710 --> 00:33:05,120 swearing and you know like if you don't 820 00:33:08,149 --> 00:33:06,720 believe somebody if 821 00:33:10,549 --> 00:33:08,159 or you think they're full of crap what 822 00:33:13,909 --> 00:33:10,559 are you even talking to him for yeah i 823 00:33:18,310 --> 00:33:16,470 i saw a couple of things recently and i 824 00:33:19,830 --> 00:33:18,320 try to stay out of the drama like i'm 825 00:33:20,549 --> 00:33:19,840 i'm not here for drama i'm here yeah i 826 00:33:23,029 --> 00:33:20,559 don't 827 00:33:23,909 --> 00:33:23,039 point fingers but it's like that exists 828 00:33:26,389 --> 00:33:23,919 and 829 00:33:27,190 --> 00:33:26,399 you know it's unfortunate that we have 830 00:33:29,029 --> 00:33:27,200 to 831 00:33:32,310 --> 00:33:29,039 degrade people 832 00:33:33,110 --> 00:33:32,320 just right because we disagree with them 833 00:33:34,630 --> 00:33:33,120 yeah 834 00:33:36,470 --> 00:33:34,640 i think is the best way to look at it 835 00:33:37,509 --> 00:33:36,480 like there's no reason to degrade i mean 836 00:33:39,350 --> 00:33:37,519 that's why 837 00:33:43,110 --> 00:33:39,360 it's why there's a block button on all 838 00:33:45,110 --> 00:33:43,120 of these apps we all have right right 839 00:33:46,230 --> 00:33:45,120 that's why you mute conversations that 840 00:33:48,710 --> 00:33:46,240 you don't want to have with people 841 00:33:50,630 --> 00:33:48,720 that's why it's there so and i had the 842 00:33:53,269 --> 00:33:50,640 yeah i had to use that 843 00:33:55,590 --> 00:33:53,279 you know and it's because i had to be 844 00:33:56,950 --> 00:33:55,600 real with myself and that 845 00:33:59,750 --> 00:33:56,960 um 846 00:34:01,590 --> 00:33:59,760 you know feel what uh emotions and what 847 00:34:03,350 --> 00:34:01,600 that stuff was kind of stirring in me 848 00:34:05,990 --> 00:34:03,360 and i didn't like it and wanted to take 849 00:34:07,509 --> 00:34:06,000 control back so like i'm just blocking 850 00:34:09,430 --> 00:34:07,519 it you know 851 00:34:11,430 --> 00:34:09,440 so if you can't handle that kind of 852 00:34:14,629 --> 00:34:11,440 stuff like um 853 00:34:16,310 --> 00:34:14,639 you have to you have to just block it 854 00:34:18,470 --> 00:34:16,320 you know um 855 00:34:20,470 --> 00:34:18,480 but i also think that there's a sense 856 00:34:22,869 --> 00:34:20,480 sorry to interrupt i'll finish this 857 00:34:24,629 --> 00:34:22,879 but also there's a sense of like 858 00:34:25,750 --> 00:34:24,639 you know ignoring it doesn't make it go 859 00:34:27,270 --> 00:34:25,760 away 860 00:34:28,790 --> 00:34:27,280 and if that 861 00:34:30,710 --> 00:34:28,800 and it's fine for some people but i'm 862 00:34:33,589 --> 00:34:30,720 the type to like want to 863 00:34:34,550 --> 00:34:33,599 help somehow do something about it you 864 00:34:38,149 --> 00:34:34,560 know 865 00:34:40,310 --> 00:34:38,159 to do 866 00:34:41,829 --> 00:34:40,320 you know yeah so that's to be all man we 867 00:34:43,589 --> 00:34:41,839 don't always have the answers for things 868 00:34:45,030 --> 00:34:43,599 you know we 869 00:34:46,389 --> 00:34:45,040 we're humans 870 00:34:48,389 --> 00:34:46,399 we're not perfect 871 00:34:50,069 --> 00:34:48,399 we make mistakes we say things we don't 872 00:34:51,990 --> 00:34:50,079 mean in the heat of the moment 873 00:34:53,430 --> 00:34:52,000 but i think 874 00:34:54,310 --> 00:34:53,440 if you have more raise your hand if you 875 00:34:56,550 --> 00:34:54,320 have 876 00:34:57,829 --> 00:34:56,560 yeah right you know like seriously 877 00:35:02,790 --> 00:34:57,839 um 878 00:35:04,310 --> 00:35:02,800 conclusions about people before we 879 00:35:07,030 --> 00:35:04,320 actually hear what they have to say i 880 00:35:09,589 --> 00:35:07,040 don't know if anybody watched um in in 881 00:35:12,069 --> 00:35:09,599 jolly's um when she was on a panel with 882 00:35:13,750 --> 00:35:12,079 uh amy the other day 883 00:35:15,270 --> 00:35:13,760 amy by the way shout out i love you 884 00:35:17,109 --> 00:35:15,280 you're awesome um 885 00:35:18,069 --> 00:35:17,119 but 886 00:35:19,829 --> 00:35:18,079 i just 887 00:35:22,550 --> 00:35:19,839 i'm not a fan of 888 00:35:24,470 --> 00:35:22,560 somebody being attacked 889 00:35:27,190 --> 00:35:24,480 for i guess 890 00:35:28,630 --> 00:35:27,200 in short a misunderstanding 891 00:35:31,270 --> 00:35:28,640 or um 892 00:35:32,069 --> 00:35:31,280 sure somebody putting or at all really 893 00:35:39,030 --> 00:35:32,079 yeah 894 00:35:41,109 --> 00:35:39,040 that we don't have any control over 895 00:35:43,109 --> 00:35:41,119 and to be frank 896 00:35:45,030 --> 00:35:43,119 if anybody is really concerned about 897 00:35:47,910 --> 00:35:45,040 that whole situation and what's going on 898 00:35:48,870 --> 00:35:47,920 with i forget what the guy's name is but 899 00:35:50,950 --> 00:35:48,880 um 900 00:35:53,270 --> 00:35:50,960 the whole mountain the portal into the 901 00:35:55,349 --> 00:35:53,280 mountains oh yeah yeah 902 00:35:57,190 --> 00:35:55,359 yeah i'm not saying it's false or true 903 00:36:00,710 --> 00:35:57,200 or whatever but i'm saying that there's 904 00:36:02,710 --> 00:36:00,720 so much other things going on right now 905 00:36:05,030 --> 00:36:02,720 that we could be putting our efforts 906 00:36:06,710 --> 00:36:05,040 into as a community like look at what we 907 00:36:08,230 --> 00:36:06,720 did with christina's channel i'm not 908 00:36:10,550 --> 00:36:08,240 claiming i was a part of that but there 909 00:36:12,390 --> 00:36:10,560 were a lot of people tweeting and 910 00:36:14,390 --> 00:36:12,400 retweeting about christina's channel 911 00:36:16,950 --> 00:36:14,400 getting shut down we 912 00:36:17,750 --> 00:36:16,960 got out in seven hours what else can we 913 00:36:19,670 --> 00:36:17,760 do 914 00:36:21,190 --> 00:36:19,680 if we focus our attention on a 915 00:36:23,829 --> 00:36:21,200 particular thing you know what i mean 916 00:36:26,550 --> 00:36:23,839 it's red completely it's maddening 917 00:36:27,829 --> 00:36:26,560 completely it's like when when um you 918 00:36:29,430 --> 00:36:27,839 know 919 00:36:31,510 --> 00:36:29,440 for lack of a better term when the herd 920 00:36:32,470 --> 00:36:31,520 doesn't get their feed they go crazy 921 00:36:34,150 --> 00:36:32,480 yeah 922 00:36:36,470 --> 00:36:34,160 you know like pictures or videos or 923 00:36:38,870 --> 00:36:36,480 whatever and we have to stop wanting 924 00:36:41,109 --> 00:36:38,880 pictures and videos forget it 925 00:36:42,950 --> 00:36:41,119 you know that's not proof i don't know 926 00:36:43,990 --> 00:36:42,960 if even if you get it what does that 927 00:36:48,150 --> 00:36:44,000 mean 928 00:36:51,750 --> 00:36:48,160 know you're gonna walk away now because 929 00:36:53,589 --> 00:36:51,760 you saw a video of a ship like okay you 930 00:36:55,109 --> 00:36:53,599 still don't know where it came from what 931 00:36:57,190 --> 00:36:55,119 it is 932 00:36:58,390 --> 00:36:57,200 you know anything about it 933 00:37:02,230 --> 00:36:58,400 right 934 00:37:08,550 --> 00:37:04,710 um i had i had something to say i forgot 935 00:37:09,829 --> 00:37:08,560 what i was gonna say though never mind 936 00:37:11,510 --> 00:37:09,839 oh that's okay 937 00:37:13,030 --> 00:37:11,520 this is a good point what if she is only 938 00:37:14,950 --> 00:37:13,040 trying to sell books 939 00:37:16,390 --> 00:37:14,960 you don't have to 940 00:37:19,589 --> 00:37:16,400 support 941 00:37:20,829 --> 00:37:19,599 someone or believe in them um to be nice 942 00:37:22,630 --> 00:37:20,839 you don't have to buy the book and 943 00:37:25,670 --> 00:37:22,640 respectful yeah 944 00:37:27,670 --> 00:37:25,680 or even listen to him you know if 945 00:37:29,750 --> 00:37:27,680 you know i actually reached out to her 946 00:37:31,589 --> 00:37:29,760 and she's going to come on my show 947 00:37:33,430 --> 00:37:31,599 and she seems like a nice lady honestly 948 00:37:34,950 --> 00:37:33,440 like every time i hear her talk she 949 00:37:36,710 --> 00:37:34,960 seems very thoughtful she seems very 950 00:37:39,190 --> 00:37:36,720 empathic for one 951 00:37:40,710 --> 00:37:39,200 um i don't know 952 00:37:43,270 --> 00:37:40,720 i can't speak to her experience because 953 00:37:44,630 --> 00:37:43,280 it's not mine i don't know my experience 954 00:37:47,270 --> 00:37:44,640 i can sit here and tell you about 955 00:37:49,270 --> 00:37:47,280 arcturians and all this other stuff that 956 00:37:52,230 --> 00:37:49,280 i believe in 957 00:37:54,630 --> 00:37:52,240 yeah but who's to say if it's true or 958 00:37:57,670 --> 00:37:54,640 not you know like i don't know 959 00:37:58,870 --> 00:37:57,680 it's cliche but true right yeah 960 00:38:01,349 --> 00:37:58,880 treat people like you'd want to be 961 00:38:03,430 --> 00:38:01,359 treated but you have to understand that 962 00:38:06,310 --> 00:38:03,440 people aren't perfect and 963 00:38:07,910 --> 00:38:06,320 you know you'll screw up and the person 964 00:38:09,670 --> 00:38:07,920 you're being nice to 965 00:38:10,390 --> 00:38:09,680 when you may not want to be will screw 966 00:38:11,670 --> 00:38:10,400 up 967 00:38:13,829 --> 00:38:11,680 you know 968 00:38:15,510 --> 00:38:13,839 but it's it's like 969 00:38:17,109 --> 00:38:15,520 you know how people try to quit things 970 00:38:18,950 --> 00:38:17,119 just because you break down and do it 971 00:38:22,630 --> 00:38:18,960 again doesn't mean it's all over you got 972 00:38:25,109 --> 00:38:22,640 to go back and try again yeah you know 973 00:38:28,150 --> 00:38:25,119 i'd like to shout out was uh ryan 974 00:38:30,550 --> 00:38:28,160 bledsoe actually 975 00:38:32,950 --> 00:38:30,560 i learned a quote from him and listening 976 00:38:34,550 --> 00:38:32,960 to his show good thoughts good words and 977 00:38:36,710 --> 00:38:34,560 good deeds 978 00:38:38,710 --> 00:38:36,720 and i think that's something that we 979 00:38:41,190 --> 00:38:38,720 should pay more attention to in whatever 980 00:38:43,109 --> 00:38:41,200 facet we live our lives period yeah 981 00:38:45,270 --> 00:38:43,119 totally 982 00:38:48,470 --> 00:38:45,280 on the video thing lose claimed high-res 983 00:38:51,030 --> 00:38:48,480 photos he has yeah but that doesn't mean 984 00:38:52,150 --> 00:38:51,040 you have to care 985 00:38:53,990 --> 00:38:52,160 you know 986 00:38:56,150 --> 00:38:54,000 yeah 987 00:38:57,109 --> 00:38:56,160 that's all it's like if 988 00:38:59,270 --> 00:38:57,119 people 989 00:39:01,829 --> 00:38:59,280 always try to do that and the only way 990 00:39:02,790 --> 00:39:01,839 that that won't affect us or you know we 991 00:39:04,950 --> 00:39:02,800 won't be 992 00:39:06,870 --> 00:39:04,960 taken advantage of by someone or another 993 00:39:08,790 --> 00:39:06,880 by saying something like that 994 00:39:11,030 --> 00:39:08,800 um is to not care 995 00:39:13,750 --> 00:39:11,040 you know okay you're gonna leave a video 996 00:39:15,430 --> 00:39:13,760 cool let me know when it's up otherwise 997 00:39:17,349 --> 00:39:15,440 when is this going to happen when are we 998 00:39:19,829 --> 00:39:17,359 going to get these documents what is 999 00:39:21,750 --> 00:39:19,839 happening with the uap task force you 1000 00:39:23,190 --> 00:39:21,760 know let me in the door teach me more 1001 00:39:25,190 --> 00:39:23,200 information let me check that 1002 00:39:28,390 --> 00:39:25,200 information you know 1003 00:39:29,750 --> 00:39:28,400 like my whole mind 1004 00:39:31,190 --> 00:39:29,760 my whole standpoint on the seeing is 1005 00:39:32,710 --> 00:39:31,200 believing from 1006 00:39:35,190 --> 00:39:32,720 agency's thing 1007 00:39:37,510 --> 00:39:35,200 i i'm a firm believer in suits equal 1008 00:39:38,790 --> 00:39:37,520 agendas period i think right now though 1009 00:39:41,990 --> 00:39:38,800 we have 1010 00:39:43,270 --> 00:39:42,000 suits in the right places like for us 1011 00:39:44,950 --> 00:39:43,280 essentially 1012 00:39:47,910 --> 00:39:44,960 um yeah 1013 00:39:51,670 --> 00:39:47,920 but at the same time 1014 00:39:55,270 --> 00:39:53,829 from what it appears to me 1015 00:39:56,870 --> 00:39:55,280 they are letting us have the 1016 00:39:59,109 --> 00:39:56,880 conversations 1017 00:40:04,470 --> 00:39:59,119 so they don't have to 1018 00:40:08,309 --> 00:40:06,230 and i gotta be careful about how i say 1019 00:40:10,710 --> 00:40:08,319 that i don't want to offend anybody um 1020 00:40:12,550 --> 00:40:10,720 all you gotta say is i could be totally 1021 00:40:15,670 --> 00:40:12,560 wrong i could be 1022 00:40:20,630 --> 00:40:19,109 but it seems like 1023 00:40:22,390 --> 00:40:20,640 all of this is 1024 00:40:24,550 --> 00:40:22,400 slow drip 1025 00:40:26,309 --> 00:40:24,560 piece by piece i mean just as as an 1026 00:40:28,230 --> 00:40:26,319 example look how many documentaries 1027 00:40:30,550 --> 00:40:28,240 there are on streaming services now for 1028 00:40:32,470 --> 00:40:30,560 this topic compared to 10 years ago 1029 00:40:34,790 --> 00:40:32,480 sure you know 1030 00:40:36,550 --> 00:40:34,800 it's it's a soft disclosure i guess i 1031 00:40:38,309 --> 00:40:36,560 could be totally wrong 1032 00:40:39,829 --> 00:40:38,319 but 1033 00:40:42,950 --> 00:40:39,839 exactly that's just what it appears to 1034 00:40:46,950 --> 00:40:42,960 me that means you're allowing yourself 1035 00:40:49,750 --> 00:40:46,960 you know um to be wrong because you're 1036 00:40:51,510 --> 00:40:49,760 admitting that we don't really know 1037 00:40:52,470 --> 00:40:51,520 and we're we're taking guesses we're 1038 00:40:54,309 --> 00:40:52,480 speculating 1039 00:40:58,710 --> 00:40:54,319 so i could be wrong but if i had to 1040 00:40:59,750 --> 00:40:58,720 guess which i'm doing it would be this 1041 00:41:02,069 --> 00:40:59,760 um 1042 00:41:03,990 --> 00:41:02,079 this is this is a good point i i bet a 1043 00:41:05,430 --> 00:41:04,000 lot of people feel this way photos help 1044 00:41:08,150 --> 00:41:05,440 reassure me that i'm reasonable to be a 1045 00:41:11,030 --> 00:41:08,160 believer you know i think we could find 1046 00:41:13,430 --> 00:41:11,040 our um 1047 00:41:15,030 --> 00:41:13,440 you know feeling reasonable 1048 00:41:17,589 --> 00:41:15,040 in each other 1049 00:41:18,470 --> 00:41:17,599 because there's so many of us 1050 00:41:23,670 --> 00:41:18,480 you know 1051 00:41:25,349 --> 00:41:23,680 validate us we validate each other you 1052 00:41:28,069 --> 00:41:25,359 know if we were the only one or there 1053 00:41:29,510 --> 00:41:28,079 was like a handful of us or okay 1054 00:41:31,750 --> 00:41:29,520 but there's 1055 00:41:33,829 --> 00:41:31,760 thousands and thousands and thousands 1056 00:41:35,270 --> 00:41:33,839 yeah that's how i feel about all these 1057 00:41:36,950 --> 00:41:35,280 leak um 1058 00:41:39,990 --> 00:41:36,960 i'll use the citizen hearings as an 1059 00:41:41,750 --> 00:41:40,000 example so many 1060 00:41:43,109 --> 00:41:41,760 former military people who have had 1061 00:41:44,550 --> 00:41:43,119 experiences 1062 00:41:46,390 --> 00:41:44,560 i mean are all of those people just 1063 00:41:48,550 --> 00:41:46,400 making it up like every single one of 1064 00:41:50,470 --> 00:41:48,560 them even the ones who 1065 00:41:52,710 --> 00:41:50,480 corroborate 1066 00:41:57,670 --> 00:41:52,720 yeah 1067 00:41:57,680 --> 00:42:01,430 what do you think is 1068 00:42:04,950 --> 00:42:02,870 i'm gonna wind up 1069 00:42:06,630 --> 00:42:04,960 uh playing out you know do you think 1070 00:42:07,910 --> 00:42:06,640 more people will come out you know 1071 00:42:08,950 --> 00:42:07,920 seeing how 1072 00:42:10,950 --> 00:42:08,960 um 1073 00:42:12,750 --> 00:42:10,960 people treat the ones that do 1074 00:42:14,710 --> 00:42:12,760 for instance 1075 00:42:16,230 --> 00:42:14,720 [Laughter] 1076 00:42:18,470 --> 00:42:16,240 it makes it really difficult like i 1077 00:42:21,510 --> 00:42:18,480 don't think i could do what what lou is 1078 00:42:22,470 --> 00:42:21,520 doing or or a john ramirez or 1079 00:42:24,630 --> 00:42:22,480 or a 1080 00:42:26,630 --> 00:42:24,640 you know being or even a jeremy corbell 1081 00:42:28,390 --> 00:42:26,640 or whatever like going out there in 1082 00:42:30,390 --> 00:42:28,400 public and 1083 00:42:32,150 --> 00:42:30,400 you know let's just say that the 1084 00:42:33,510 --> 00:42:32,160 intentions are well 1085 00:42:36,950 --> 00:42:33,520 um 1086 00:42:37,829 --> 00:42:36,960 and just getting beat up 1087 00:42:40,230 --> 00:42:37,839 you know 1088 00:42:42,390 --> 00:42:40,240 like you're trying to do something that 1089 00:42:45,109 --> 00:42:42,400 people want so badly 1090 00:42:49,670 --> 00:42:45,119 and they just get beat up 1091 00:42:51,829 --> 00:42:50,630 i don't know 1092 00:42:53,990 --> 00:42:51,839 i've never really thought about that 1093 00:42:55,510 --> 00:42:54,000 before to be honest i haven't put myself 1094 00:42:57,910 --> 00:42:55,520 in their shoes 1095 00:43:00,150 --> 00:42:57,920 yeah because i'm just kind of in my own 1096 00:43:01,829 --> 00:43:00,160 bubble like just looking into this stuff 1097 00:43:03,270 --> 00:43:01,839 you know but yeah 1098 00:43:05,510 --> 00:43:03,280 i think it's important for people to do 1099 00:43:08,470 --> 00:43:05,520 that maybe for sure change their 1100 00:43:10,829 --> 00:43:08,480 perspective on things you know 1101 00:43:13,190 --> 00:43:10,839 i think right now we are at a pivotal 1102 00:43:14,470 --> 00:43:13,200 time um 1103 00:43:16,470 --> 00:43:14,480 and what i mean by that is you know 1104 00:43:18,630 --> 00:43:16,480 obviously we have things going through 1105 00:43:21,750 --> 00:43:18,640 the proper channels we have things going 1106 00:43:24,309 --> 00:43:21,760 through the senates right now you know 1107 00:43:26,630 --> 00:43:24,319 not so convinced that the uk and 1108 00:43:28,470 --> 00:43:26,640 australia want to party with us yet but 1109 00:43:30,150 --> 00:43:28,480 that's a work in progress 1110 00:43:31,910 --> 00:43:30,160 um 1111 00:43:33,910 --> 00:43:31,920 but there are also other countries that 1112 00:43:35,990 --> 00:43:33,920 are talking about this stuff too 1113 00:43:37,109 --> 00:43:36,000 it's not just us anymore so 1114 00:43:38,630 --> 00:43:37,119 it feels 1115 00:43:41,109 --> 00:43:38,640 like yeah there's going to be a push 1116 00:43:42,950 --> 00:43:41,119 back from whoever 1117 00:43:43,990 --> 00:43:42,960 there's a pushback for anything i mean 1118 00:43:46,069 --> 00:43:44,000 look at what's going on with 1119 00:43:49,670 --> 00:43:46,079 vaccinations right now you know there's 1120 00:43:53,270 --> 00:43:49,680 always pushback for any topic but 1121 00:43:54,390 --> 00:43:53,280 i think the stigma is decreasing 1122 00:43:56,710 --> 00:43:54,400 um 1123 00:43:58,150 --> 00:43:56,720 i think once these bills get signed in 1124 00:43:59,430 --> 00:43:58,160 at least in the states i think we're 1125 00:44:01,430 --> 00:43:59,440 going to start having more public 1126 00:44:03,030 --> 00:44:01,440 conversations about this stuff 1127 00:44:06,550 --> 00:44:03,040 i'm 1128 00:44:08,550 --> 00:44:06,560 optimistic 1129 00:44:09,349 --> 00:44:08,560 about public hearings 1130 00:44:10,390 --> 00:44:09,359 yeah 1131 00:44:12,870 --> 00:44:10,400 um 1132 00:44:14,790 --> 00:44:12,880 i've got a few names in mind i could 1133 00:44:16,950 --> 00:44:14,800 want for subpoenas 1134 00:44:19,270 --> 00:44:16,960 um 1135 00:44:20,390 --> 00:44:19,280 oh rick dodie definitely 1136 00:44:22,470 --> 00:44:20,400 um 1137 00:44:24,069 --> 00:44:22,480 but uh nice 1138 00:44:26,309 --> 00:44:24,079 i mean i have no quarrel with rick at 1139 00:44:28,390 --> 00:44:26,319 all he seems like 1140 00:44:29,430 --> 00:44:28,400 like an okay dude i just 1141 00:44:30,790 --> 00:44:29,440 that whole scene well he shouldn't think 1142 00:44:32,790 --> 00:44:30,800 of me 1143 00:44:33,589 --> 00:44:32,800 think of what he knows if any of that is 1144 00:44:35,589 --> 00:44:33,599 true 1145 00:44:37,829 --> 00:44:35,599 yeah so that's just another that's a 1146 00:44:39,750 --> 00:44:37,839 good person yeah yeah you know 1147 00:44:41,589 --> 00:44:39,760 um that's a good pick 1148 00:44:44,470 --> 00:44:41,599 so 1149 00:44:49,109 --> 00:44:47,030 i think i think 1150 00:44:51,430 --> 00:44:49,119 i would want to say that i would want to 1151 00:44:52,470 --> 00:44:51,440 but again i'm sitting in my house right 1152 00:44:54,950 --> 00:44:52,480 now i'm not 1153 00:44:56,950 --> 00:44:54,960 i'm not down on catalina island looking 1154 00:44:58,790 --> 00:44:56,960 into i'm not on a boat taking water 1155 00:45:00,950 --> 00:44:58,800 samples with people on discovery channel 1156 00:45:01,910 --> 00:45:00,960 you know 1157 00:45:02,829 --> 00:45:01,920 so 1158 00:45:36,069 --> 00:45:02,839 i 1159 00:45:36,950 --> 00:45:36,079 sucks 1160 00:45:41,349 --> 00:45:36,960 yeah 1161 00:45:43,670 --> 00:45:41,359 my crappy music studio without a 1162 00:45:46,710 --> 00:45:43,680 bathroom and shower and 1163 00:45:48,950 --> 00:45:46,720 laundry you know that's it you know so i 1164 00:45:52,309 --> 00:45:49,910 you know 1165 00:45:53,510 --> 00:45:52,319 i don't know i mean 1166 00:45:56,150 --> 00:45:53,520 you know 1167 00:45:58,150 --> 00:45:56,160 and and jelly actually said this um on 1168 00:46:00,309 --> 00:45:58,160 that show yesterday she got out 1169 00:46:02,630 --> 00:46:00,319 something even though she's beat up she 1170 00:46:03,670 --> 00:46:02,640 got something out that stayed with me so 1171 00:46:06,150 --> 00:46:03,680 hopefully 1172 00:46:09,349 --> 00:46:06,160 that means something but um as far as 1173 00:46:11,510 --> 00:46:09,359 lou elizondo goes she said uh well i i 1174 00:46:15,030 --> 00:46:11,520 would have a hard time trying to decide 1175 00:46:18,230 --> 00:46:15,040 what what his actions would even be if 1176 00:46:20,950 --> 00:46:18,240 they weren't you know what he says 1177 00:46:22,630 --> 00:46:20,960 and then um she said well i think we 1178 00:46:25,190 --> 00:46:22,640 just gotta maybe 1179 00:46:26,150 --> 00:46:25,200 take it at face value unless we learn 1180 00:46:30,230 --> 00:46:26,160 different 1181 00:46:31,750 --> 00:46:30,240 there's no reason to 1182 00:46:36,069 --> 00:46:31,760 um 1183 00:46:37,190 --> 00:46:36,079 treat him like a liar if you can't prove 1184 00:46:38,870 --> 00:46:37,200 a lie 1185 00:46:40,069 --> 00:46:38,880 yeah 1186 00:46:41,270 --> 00:46:40,079 you know 1187 00:46:42,950 --> 00:46:41,280 and there's things that people don't 1188 00:46:44,470 --> 00:46:42,960 like like someone in here just said you 1189 00:46:46,309 --> 00:46:44,480 know he talks about the videos or the 1190 00:46:48,790 --> 00:46:46,319 photos and it's like click bait and i 1191 00:46:51,750 --> 00:46:48,800 don't like that and i totally get it 1192 00:46:53,510 --> 00:46:51,760 but if we're hoping to like everything 1193 00:46:56,630 --> 00:46:53,520 about somebody 1194 00:46:58,550 --> 00:46:56,640 um to help this get somewhere we're not 1195 00:47:01,030 --> 00:46:58,560 going to get anywhere yeah because you 1196 00:47:03,430 --> 00:47:01,040 know everybody has imperfections 1197 00:47:05,670 --> 00:47:03,440 i want to see you know about anybody who 1198 00:47:07,670 --> 00:47:05,680 has a coral with people 1199 00:47:08,470 --> 00:47:07,680 promoting things like in your face like 1200 00:47:10,630 --> 00:47:08,480 that 1201 00:47:13,349 --> 00:47:10,640 i'm not a fan of it either personally 1202 00:47:14,550 --> 00:47:13,359 but i understand how the social media 1203 00:47:16,150 --> 00:47:14,560 game works 1204 00:47:19,030 --> 00:47:16,160 and if you're gonna do something and you 1205 00:47:20,230 --> 00:47:19,040 want it to attract attention you have to 1206 00:47:22,150 --> 00:47:20,240 do that 1207 00:47:24,069 --> 00:47:22,160 you have to post that specific times a 1208 00:47:25,430 --> 00:47:24,079 day you have to be provocative in 1209 00:47:27,030 --> 00:47:25,440 certain situations it's just how the 1210 00:47:30,470 --> 00:47:27,040 game works you got to play the game 1211 00:47:32,950 --> 00:47:30,480 unfortunately in some cases so 1212 00:47:34,069 --> 00:47:32,960 it's a saturday i don't like it yes yes 1213 00:47:35,109 --> 00:47:34,079 i understand 1214 00:47:35,910 --> 00:47:35,119 yes 1215 00:47:38,069 --> 00:47:35,920 yeah 1216 00:47:39,030 --> 00:47:38,079 i understand 1217 00:47:41,349 --> 00:47:39,040 um 1218 00:47:44,069 --> 00:47:41,359 it sucks but you know that's kind of the 1219 00:47:46,390 --> 00:47:44,079 the culture we're in you know and i 1220 00:47:49,190 --> 00:47:46,400 don't i don't know that i 1221 00:47:51,030 --> 00:47:49,200 would have to 1222 00:47:54,549 --> 00:47:51,040 i don't know that i would even blame 1223 00:47:56,470 --> 00:47:54,559 dude or anybody that does that 1224 00:47:58,630 --> 00:47:56,480 if they first of all if they deliver 1225 00:48:00,390 --> 00:47:58,640 something you know if it 1226 00:48:02,470 --> 00:48:00,400 if it's made a big deal and it's just a 1227 00:48:03,829 --> 00:48:02,480 joke then that's that's a problem you 1228 00:48:06,309 --> 00:48:03,839 know um 1229 00:48:07,829 --> 00:48:06,319 but if it's even 1230 00:48:10,150 --> 00:48:07,839 maybe 1231 00:48:13,349 --> 00:48:10,160 that's fine you know it's just more 1232 00:48:15,670 --> 00:48:13,359 conversations but the news channels have 1233 00:48:18,309 --> 00:48:15,680 breaking news on their tickers 1234 00:48:20,710 --> 00:48:18,319 constantly 24 7. 1235 00:48:23,190 --> 00:48:20,720 that's who should be blamed and they 1236 00:48:24,549 --> 00:48:23,200 never talk about this nope 1237 00:48:26,150 --> 00:48:24,559 nope here we go 1238 00:48:27,510 --> 00:48:26,160 we're stuck with stuck with tucker 1239 00:48:28,549 --> 00:48:27,520 carlson right 1240 00:48:30,790 --> 00:48:28,559 yeah 1241 00:48:33,270 --> 00:48:30,800 or you know it's like constantly's 1242 00:48:35,030 --> 00:48:33,280 breaking news on there so 1243 00:48:35,990 --> 00:48:35,040 you know there is no breaking news 1244 00:48:38,470 --> 00:48:36,000 anymore 1245 00:48:40,549 --> 00:48:38,480 like whatever it is 1246 00:48:42,390 --> 00:48:40,559 like saying breaking news doesn't mean 1247 00:48:46,069 --> 00:48:42,400 anything anymore because it's been 1248 00:48:47,750 --> 00:48:46,079 played out by those news channels 1249 00:48:49,510 --> 00:48:47,760 yeah to me 1250 00:48:50,390 --> 00:48:49,520 you know it's gonna you'll have to go 1251 00:48:58,710 --> 00:48:50,400 like 1252 00:49:00,790 --> 00:48:58,720 right 1253 00:49:03,510 --> 00:49:00,800 breaking news the world is flooding 1254 00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:03,520 again jesus lied 1255 00:49:08,069 --> 00:49:05,370 it's they always say breaking news 1256 00:49:11,190 --> 00:49:08,079 [Laughter] 1257 00:49:13,030 --> 00:49:11,200 so yeah that's funny um 1258 00:49:14,790 --> 00:49:13,040 what would be disclosure to you that's a 1259 00:49:16,790 --> 00:49:14,800 good question like what would be closure 1260 00:49:20,630 --> 00:49:16,800 what would you need yeah 1261 00:49:20,640 --> 00:49:24,950 i think 1262 00:49:29,109 --> 00:49:27,030 full disclosure would be 1263 00:49:30,549 --> 00:49:29,119 either john kirby or somebody coming out 1264 00:49:33,109 --> 00:49:30,559 saying 1265 00:49:34,870 --> 00:49:33,119 we confirmed there is 1266 00:49:37,910 --> 00:49:34,880 life somewhere else 1267 00:49:39,910 --> 00:49:37,920 um or we maybe not even that maybe we've 1268 00:49:43,270 --> 00:49:39,920 discovered this new 1269 00:49:44,630 --> 00:49:43,280 technology we've had it since x 1270 00:49:46,870 --> 00:49:44,640 now it's out 1271 00:49:49,750 --> 00:49:46,880 uh i think that's 1272 00:49:51,670 --> 00:49:49,760 something along the lines of that 1273 00:49:53,430 --> 00:49:51,680 oh that's so weird my phone vibrated 1274 00:49:54,710 --> 00:49:53,440 right when that went off yeah yeah i got 1275 00:49:57,109 --> 00:49:54,720 my alarm settings i gotta clock back 1276 00:49:59,030 --> 00:49:57,119 into work a couple minutes creepy okay 1277 00:50:01,589 --> 00:49:59,040 you need to get rolling yeah 1278 00:50:03,750 --> 00:50:01,599 unfortunately dude no that's okay it was 1279 00:50:04,790 --> 00:50:03,760 a great time man i loved having you on 1280 00:50:08,549 --> 00:50:04,800 um 1281 00:50:09,750 --> 00:50:08,559 for december 17th at nuap secrecy day 1282 00:50:12,549 --> 00:50:09,760 yeah um 1283 00:50:14,390 --> 00:50:12,559 vinnie and i decided we want you to uh 1284 00:50:18,069 --> 00:50:14,400 come aboard and be a co-host for at 1285 00:50:19,190 --> 00:50:18,079 least an hour or two dude 1286 00:50:21,109 --> 00:50:19,200 really 1287 00:50:27,030 --> 00:50:21,119 yeah 1288 00:50:29,030 --> 00:50:27,040 what day you said the 17th 1289 00:50:31,109 --> 00:50:29,040 yeah we can talk about it more but okay 1290 00:50:31,910 --> 00:50:31,119 yeah definitely message me about that 1291 00:50:37,589 --> 00:50:31,920 i'm 1292 00:50:40,870 --> 00:50:38,630 all right 1293 00:50:43,030 --> 00:50:40,880 no so take that with you have a great 1294 00:50:43,990 --> 00:50:43,040 day brother all right man take it easy 1295 00:50:46,790 --> 00:50:44,000 bye guys 1296 00:50:52,309 --> 00:50:48,950 all right that was awesome 1297 00:50:53,109 --> 00:50:52,319 uh we got a little bit of time left um 1298 00:50:55,990 --> 00:50:53,119 so 1299 00:51:00,870 --> 00:50:58,950 you know um 1300 00:51:03,109 --> 00:51:00,880 kind of give my piece here on on what i 1301 00:51:04,710 --> 00:51:03,119 was saying earlier about like the how 1302 00:51:06,950 --> 00:51:04,720 we're treating each other 1303 00:51:09,190 --> 00:51:06,960 um 1304 00:51:10,549 --> 00:51:09,200 if you know i just think if we're going 1305 00:51:13,109 --> 00:51:10,559 to get um 1306 00:51:14,630 --> 00:51:13,119 any sort of truth first of all we you 1307 00:51:16,549 --> 00:51:14,640 know a lot of it's going to be found 1308 00:51:18,630 --> 00:51:16,559 within ourselves 1309 00:51:21,510 --> 00:51:18,640 you know 1310 00:51:23,109 --> 00:51:21,520 and if we want other people to help find 1311 00:51:25,270 --> 00:51:23,119 truth 1312 00:51:27,510 --> 00:51:25,280 we have to respect them 1313 00:51:30,470 --> 00:51:27,520 and treat them like a human being 1314 00:51:32,630 --> 00:51:30,480 again that uh 1315 00:51:34,630 --> 00:51:32,640 show with angeli and 1316 00:51:37,109 --> 00:51:34,640 the weird guys with the black 1317 00:51:39,349 --> 00:51:37,119 sunglasses and all blacked out stuff 1318 00:51:40,710 --> 00:51:39,359 just like taking rounds and shots at her 1319 00:51:46,710 --> 00:51:40,720 like that is 1320 00:51:50,230 --> 00:51:48,230 and 1321 00:51:52,710 --> 00:51:50,240 you know it's got more views than my 1322 00:51:53,589 --> 00:51:52,720 interview with harry reid you know it's 1323 00:51:55,990 --> 00:51:53,599 gross 1324 00:51:57,190 --> 00:51:56,000 in the chat they kept putting up chat 1325 00:52:01,430 --> 00:51:57,200 comments 1326 00:52:07,430 --> 00:52:04,870 what let me ask you what you know not 1327 00:52:11,109 --> 00:52:07,440 you crowd but that show like 1328 00:52:15,109 --> 00:52:12,950 is she not a human being with a heart 1329 00:52:18,309 --> 00:52:15,119 and a soul and emotions 1330 00:52:20,950 --> 00:52:18,319 whatever she says 1331 00:52:22,230 --> 00:52:20,960 if she is lying does that mean that she 1332 00:52:27,589 --> 00:52:22,240 deserves 1333 00:52:27,599 --> 00:52:30,470 it doesn't 1334 00:52:30,480 --> 00:52:35,990 she's a human just like you are 1335 00:52:39,829 --> 00:52:37,349 and i think you could use more 1336 00:52:43,990 --> 00:52:39,839 compassion for humans 1337 00:52:47,910 --> 00:52:45,670 and i think you could use a little trust 1338 00:52:49,990 --> 00:52:47,920 in mankind because frankly it doesn't 1339 00:52:58,470 --> 00:52:50,000 seem like you have any 1340 00:53:03,030 --> 00:53:01,270 lou elizondo john 1341 00:53:09,829 --> 00:53:03,040 ramirez 1342 00:53:14,390 --> 00:53:12,309 you know if if they're lying to you what 1343 00:53:15,349 --> 00:53:14,400 you know you first have to figure out 1344 00:53:20,230 --> 00:53:15,359 why 1345 00:53:22,630 --> 00:53:20,240 somebody for doing something 1346 00:53:25,750 --> 00:53:22,640 that hasn't happened 1347 00:53:32,309 --> 00:53:29,349 and meanwhile you get off on 1348 00:53:34,950 --> 00:53:32,319 immature comments 1349 00:53:37,190 --> 00:53:34,960 and ridicule 1350 00:53:40,390 --> 00:53:37,200 to let's be frank people who have served 1351 00:53:48,870 --> 00:53:42,230 put their lives on the line regardless 1352 00:53:52,230 --> 00:53:50,549 and it's those attitudes that are the 1353 00:53:54,549 --> 00:53:52,240 cancer 1354 00:54:02,150 --> 00:53:54,559 from disclosure from whatever disclosure 1355 00:54:07,510 --> 00:54:05,750 but you also have to be realistic 1356 00:54:08,309 --> 00:54:07,520 if the government tells you there's 1357 00:54:11,109 --> 00:54:08,319 other 1358 00:54:12,069 --> 00:54:11,119 beings in the universe 1359 00:54:14,790 --> 00:54:12,079 aren't 1360 00:54:17,430 --> 00:54:14,800 those just words 1361 00:54:21,430 --> 00:54:17,440 so are you going to believe those over 1362 00:54:23,349 --> 00:54:21,440 words of louis lozando or somebody else 1363 00:54:26,150 --> 00:54:23,359 or will the same 1364 00:54:30,790 --> 00:54:26,160 rodeo show continue 1365 00:54:35,910 --> 00:54:33,030 until we find love and compassion within 1366 00:54:40,390 --> 00:54:35,920 ourselves to show other people no matter 1367 00:54:46,549 --> 00:54:43,349 and expect yourself to be imperfect 1368 00:54:52,789 --> 00:54:46,559 and expect others to be imperfect 1369 00:54:56,950 --> 00:54:54,870 so know that 1370 00:54:58,309 --> 00:54:56,960 but it takes a strong person to show 1371 00:55:02,390 --> 00:54:58,319 love back 1372 00:55:05,109 --> 00:55:02,400 it takes a weak and lazy person to let 1373 00:55:07,990 --> 00:55:05,119 pessimistic negative 1374 00:55:10,950 --> 00:55:08,000 and negative attitudes and hate take 1375 00:55:13,510 --> 00:55:10,960 over the brain in the heart 1376 00:55:15,510 --> 00:55:13,520 it's much easier to let that happen it's 1377 00:55:17,670 --> 00:55:15,520 harder to have integrity and show love 1378 00:55:19,829 --> 00:55:17,680 and faith in each other 1379 00:55:28,230 --> 00:55:19,839 especially when you don't agree with 1380 00:55:31,829 --> 00:55:29,190 and 1381 00:55:35,589 --> 00:55:31,839 some people say you can ignore it 1382 00:55:38,069 --> 00:55:35,599 sure you can ignore it 1383 00:55:41,510 --> 00:55:38,079 you know but i don't want 1384 00:55:45,589 --> 00:55:41,520 there to be less louis elizondos or alex 1385 00:55:45,599 --> 00:55:50,069 and in order for there to be more 1386 00:55:55,829 --> 00:55:53,349 they have to feel supported and thanked 1387 00:55:57,589 --> 00:55:55,839 and i get it you know maybe 1388 00:55:59,510 --> 00:55:57,599 they won't be able to give you your 1389 00:56:02,630 --> 00:55:59,520 disclosure that's fine but they're at 1390 00:56:07,349 --> 00:56:02,640 least trying to get transparency and 1391 00:56:11,190 --> 00:56:09,190 you know and if it's not for you don't 1392 00:56:14,150 --> 00:56:11,200 pay attention 1393 00:56:16,069 --> 00:56:14,160 find truth your way 1394 00:56:19,910 --> 00:56:16,079 and that's okay there's nothing wrong 1395 00:56:19,920 --> 00:56:23,349 you know 1396 00:56:26,390 --> 00:56:25,030 but if we're gonna evolve and get 1397 00:56:28,309 --> 00:56:26,400 somewhere 1398 00:56:31,750 --> 00:56:28,319 the time is now we have to evolve 1399 00:56:33,030 --> 00:56:31,760 emotionally mentally 1400 00:56:35,190 --> 00:56:33,040 it beyond 1401 00:56:36,710 --> 00:56:35,200 those comments 1402 00:56:38,309 --> 00:56:36,720 and immaturish 1403 00:56:42,230 --> 00:56:38,319 tweets 1404 00:56:46,870 --> 00:56:44,710 not that bad as as 1405 00:56:48,630 --> 00:56:46,880 uh what i've seen but that's relative i 1406 00:56:51,589 --> 00:56:48,640 guess but 1407 00:56:54,549 --> 00:56:51,599 i felt bad and that's the key to knowing 1408 00:57:01,270 --> 00:56:54,559 you shouldn't do it 1409 00:57:01,280 --> 00:57:07,910 be more empathetic show compassion 1410 00:57:13,990 --> 00:57:10,470 and if i'm gonna do this i'm constantly 1411 00:57:17,990 --> 00:57:15,829 and that doesn't mean that it's taking a 1412 00:57:20,870 --> 00:57:18,000 toll on me or this is too much for me or 1413 00:57:22,950 --> 00:57:20,880 anything no i take this as my mission 1414 00:57:28,069 --> 00:57:22,960 to say this stuff 1415 00:57:35,030 --> 00:57:29,670 and honestly it's everyone's 1416 00:57:35,040 --> 00:57:41,589 for mankind 1417 00:57:46,870 --> 00:57:43,430 and every day we do ignore that and 1418 00:57:52,630 --> 00:57:48,309 you know 1419 00:57:56,630 --> 00:57:55,750 and combating hate doesn't mean 1420 00:57:58,470 --> 00:57:56,640 um 1421 00:58:01,349 --> 00:57:58,480 you know hitting them back with immature 1422 00:58:05,510 --> 00:58:03,109 and showing that you're the same person 1423 00:58:10,069 --> 00:58:05,520 as them 1424 00:58:13,829 --> 00:58:11,829 what it is is for instance if somebody 1425 00:58:15,109 --> 00:58:13,839 leaves a hateful message on my page i 1426 00:58:18,309 --> 00:58:15,119 say 1427 00:58:21,030 --> 00:58:19,990 that's what it is 1428 00:58:23,670 --> 00:58:21,040 and 1429 00:58:25,349 --> 00:58:23,680 uh no that is not easy i see a bad 1430 00:58:26,870 --> 00:58:25,359 comment on my video 1431 00:58:28,549 --> 00:58:26,880 um 1432 00:58:30,069 --> 00:58:28,559 somebody said what a terrible interview 1433 00:58:32,549 --> 00:58:30,079 what a shame i thought well what a 1434 00:58:34,549 --> 00:58:32,559 terrible comment 1435 00:58:37,109 --> 00:58:34,559 you know like i need to be able to be in 1436 00:58:38,789 --> 00:58:37,119 that situation and go 1437 00:58:40,230 --> 00:58:38,799 i love you 1438 00:58:46,789 --> 00:58:40,240 that's it 1439 00:58:47,670 --> 00:58:46,799 and if you can't do that because let's 1440 00:58:50,470 --> 00:58:47,680 say 1441 00:58:52,870 --> 00:58:50,480 let's you know it's not easy 1442 00:58:55,190 --> 00:58:52,880 at all and sometimes feels uh next to 1443 00:58:57,750 --> 00:58:55,200 impossible delete the comment or don't 1444 00:58:59,349 --> 00:58:57,760 say anything right because that's how 1445 00:59:02,870 --> 00:58:59,359 you show you're stronger than that 1446 00:59:07,109 --> 00:59:04,950 that's how you're stronger than them and 1447 00:59:09,510 --> 00:59:07,119 that's how 1448 00:59:12,870 --> 00:59:09,520 the good 1449 00:59:14,549 --> 00:59:12,880 motivations and intentions 1450 00:59:16,950 --> 00:59:14,559 and the light that comes from within 1451 00:59:16,960 --> 00:59:22,549 takes over the dark 1452 00:59:27,349 --> 00:59:25,670 you know and saying isn't it happening 1453 00:59:29,670 --> 00:59:27,359 you know 1454 00:59:33,270 --> 00:59:29,680 it takes actions for it to happen 1455 00:59:35,990 --> 00:59:33,280 and i'm dedicated to trying to make 1456 00:59:38,390 --> 00:59:36,000 those actions and i might slip and fall 1457 00:59:39,190 --> 00:59:38,400 or backslide but i will still try to do 1458 00:59:41,589 --> 00:59:39,200 that 1459 00:59:44,710 --> 00:59:41,599 every time 1460 00:59:49,109 --> 00:59:46,069 and it's that effort that will get us 1461 00:59:53,349 --> 00:59:50,390 that being said 1462 00:59:57,510 --> 00:59:53,359 i had a great time with y'all